nedelja, 23. december 2012

LITTLE TOO MUCH

nedelja, 23. december 2012

LITTLE TOO MUCH

So, holidays huuh :) awesome. But, anyway I was thinking about deep things today. What do you think about things changing. At first in a relationship is always so nice i mean, no fights, talking nice but then after i dont know few months becomes harder. First you have crush and its called 'falling in love' but after 8 months its respect and different kind of love but its important to not lose control and everything. i think me and J are doing great. i mean, i am mad at him more often and hes mad at me more than before but we are so beautiful it hurts :P ! :) i kinda like him more than alot.

''I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can.''


i actually am a person, but i find it very hard to love someone, and then i listened COLDPLAY - x & y and i found myself in it :p
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torek, 04. december 2012

ANYTHING

torek, 04. december 2012

ANYTHING

Having someone who loves you endlessly is everything. I had someone who loved me like that. and i loved him to heaven and back. My best friend. And i am girl. Girls can be very complicated. So, i was trying not do a blog about this. But i have been thinking about it for two months, and some days feels like i dont care about him. But some days its really hard not to think about him. And honestly, i have never trusted someone like him. And he keeped his promise. He never left me. I left him. I didnt wanted to, but i did. It was a mistake. But i really wasnt meant to make all this mess.. to loose someone so important. You know, having someone for two years, talking to him every single day, sharing all the stories over and over again, crying with him, laughing with him was something normal for me. I didnt spend a day without not thinking or talking to him. He was like a family to me. i cant tell you how i loved this. And today is one of those days when i cant think about ANYTHING just him and memories. And i actually promised to myself not to think about him. but i do. If that makes me a bad person, so be it. Theres not a day i would not think about him. If you know me, you actually know that my life was about him HAHA, i talked about him to everyone. I always said to people: you know, someday you will met someone like i have, and you will adore him and he will be just like your brother and you will call him your best friend, best of all friends. But, if you dont wanna mess everything please stay friends. Relationship with your best friend never works, no matter how do you feel, you have just two options: stay friends forever or mess it with love and feelings. and i gotta tell you DONT CHOOSE THE SECOND ONE. you will only loose him, no matter if you love him, or if you just like him. Look, i am not here to bother you with my sad stories and bullshit, but i am here because i wanted to tell and face it myself that i miss him. and there is nothing i can do about it, you know. He needs to move on (i think he already did) and i need to move on too (i think i never will) but i will try. I'll try just for him, because he deserves everything. He deserves all the best. And thats not me. sometimes i just look up in the sky full of stars and start to think about our song and Alejandro, and tuna, and long talks about Jozica Perne and Kozarski, and all the walks and stories and people we've met, and all the good and bad things we've been through and i smile. because theres no person that i would rather spent all this awkward moments with. I am really happy that i clicked him and start a conversation. As much as i regret messing up everything, i am really happy for al those moments. and i know that theres not a chance and i dont actually want one, but no matter what i will always be there waiting him to maybe change his minds. and  i never ever ever wanna forget. So here it is, our song: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QPNpLuerIoI
i will never give up. like we said. forever.

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ponedeljek, 03. december 2012

OREO

ponedeljek, 03. december 2012

OREO

my favourites. my new name: Eva Premk MonOREO!
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VICKY

VICKY

Everybody loves VICKY !
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petek, 30. november 2012

STRANGE WEEK?

petek, 30. november 2012

STRANGE WEEK?

A couple of days were really weird. I mean typical 'last year' at school. laughing hard, calling strangers, having fun, making teacher angry, just us :) ! but home! i break my poor little finger and its blue now haha, dont ask how is it even possible.. cuz if you havent met me, you dont know that, but i have a gift for this :P


And then i had actually two accidents with two grandmas. and with the first one was really creepy. She came to me and she hold me and started to yelling at me in unknown language. and then she pushed me and she didnt wanted to let me go so yeah, crazy grandma. and with the second one was another story. i was in the bus, and i was sitting and there was aloooot of people on the bus and i couldnt even moved so i was like there and i couldnt even stand up, so there was like one not grandma but older lady and i was on my phone and then she started to looking me like i am somekind of a monster for not getting her a sit. and i was like 'i cant move granny' and she was pissed and started yelling (ofc) and i was like oh please, understand and she was yelling for five minutes on me, and then i was like 'are you done' ? and she was even more pissed and then i was like I CANT EVEN MOVEEEED SO BUGGER OFF! and ahe was like OH, I CAN SEE. and then she went like i dont know where, but yeah the point is that all grannys hates me. hahah i am a trouble magnet. Last week some kind of a weird woman came to me and she was like sign this. and i was like owkaay, and she took my money from me, what the hell!? she took my ten euros hahaha! whats wrong with the world!? later she got arrested cuz she stole a lot money from some other dude, so yeah shes in jail.

Jan is comming at mines today. i miss some real time with him alone. not with all these people. but yeah, its going to be awesome. right now hes angry with me or something, i am like drinking my morning tea and now i am in the bad mood, but i will get over it, cuz a little fishy told me to just keep swimming! :) anyway, i am now gonna bugger off to have a bath. i love baths!
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ponedeljek, 26. november 2012

MAYBE I'LL GET DRUNK AGAIN

ponedeljek, 26. november 2012

MAYBE I'LL GET DRUNK AGAIN

I have so much memories. I have so much happy, sad, beautiful, unforgettable memories.
There are a few that i really would die for them just to relive them again. I mean look at my life. I would totally go back in the day when i first saw my little dragon. Or i would totally go back in summer 2011 or in september 2012 :) This moments are just the best i have. But there are unfortunately even bad and sad moments, that i wanted to share them with you tonight. But not because i am an atention seekeeer, but i just want to let this feelings i have.. OUT.

So me and my family were one day in the summer camp, and we met some new pretty cool people. And we became friends. Well, i was just a little girl. I was eight i think. And this is a story of how i become afraid of opened spaces or how i got Agoraphobia. So, one night i was going at the toilets at the camp and i opened the door and there was this boy there, with a knife or a razor or something. i wastnt paying atention of it.. but he was laying in the ground and all this blood and stuff. I remember that i was getting dizzy, and i couldnt breathe. I was just standing there, and looking and i couldnt moved. and this was probably the most sad moment of all my life. And then i remember myself running, and crying. And it was pure night. And i ran for my family and my phone. And they called an ambulance, and, and... i cant remember that night. But since that day I am afraid of spaces with opened doors. I freak out and i stop breathing. And i cant move. I have this picture in my mind.. of that boy and blood. And i cant delete it. I cant face my fears. Buy yeah, Its been a part of my life for 8 years now.. and i learned how to live with it. But i am still a little girl, standing there, watching someone taking his life away.
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ponedeljek, 19. november 2012

I MISS SUMMER 2011

ponedeljek, 19. november 2012

I MISS SUMMER 2011

The best time in my entire life was definitely summer 2011 with my bestie Nika.


Well, its kind of a funny and long story about us to tell. She has been the part of my life since my 2nd grade. and it was obvi that we will become besties. And we did. I moved in a different city and i didnt hear of her for ages :( but then soon, i called her well, i contacted her if she would go and spend a summer holidays with me. And it was THE BEST! if i could i would bring thooooose amazing days back. You know everyone deserves a friend like Nika. You must be mentally ill if you dont like her, she is just so lovable ^^

HVATIŠ DA PLATIŠ!

thanks for being my best friend ;*


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petek, 16. november 2012

VAMPIRES and WOLVES

petek, 16. november 2012

VAMPIRES and WOLVES

There once was this girl and she said to me: you can only count on yourself. I spent 16 years and a half believing that theres always some good in each person and that you can count on your close friends. But I was thinking that I actually know three people who didnt screew up things with me. Of course they are my best friends but once I had a friend, best of all friends I will probably have and because I knew that he is 'the best' person on the planet I trusted every single dude that tried to came into my life. And I always search for something good in everyone. But now, when things got complicated, I dont believe in ''something good'' anymore. You really can just count ONLY on yourself. If you got to know me in this past months you could see that my life turned out different than what I was planning and because of it I am such a pain in the arse, but I will always be the optimistic person and I will always fight. Its just that I lost so many important things that I cant really think bright. But I will live. I discovered that there is no need for people who don't need me. And I did my past, I found my closure - Breaking down, 2nd row & i am kinda happy I did it, because now I can move on and know that I did the best to fix things and that it's not me, I am not the problem.
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ponedeljek, 12. november 2012

ANOTHER BORING DAY

ponedeljek, 12. november 2012

ANOTHER BORING DAY

So, today was an interesting day. 3 exams, nothing much right? haha. Well, yeah it was a lot. But me and my twinnie Anja are a team, and we can handle it :D INFORMATIKA 3 :) good job Eva and Anja ^^ And today i must study ITALIANO and BIOLOGY. damn!
I got my phone back finally. I love my poor phone Ace. Today we got 2 new schoolmates. Or one new, and one old :D Gal came back from Ledina and one another girl came and she looks pretty awesome. And Gal is ofc. AWESOME. i missed him <3

Me, Marc and Gal a year ago.
I miss Marc also :(
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nedelja, 11. november 2012

DEEP THOUGHTS EVA

nedelja, 11. november 2012

DEEP THOUGHTS EVA

I was thinking today, when I wrote that letter to Terezija I was feeling kinda sad, because she's not here anymore and then when I was cleaning my messy room, I found a postcard written by my best friend Nika and it's the best card in the whole freaking planet and laughed like million times before I read it and remembered all the stuff we did together, all the people we met, all funny and sad and dramatic things we passed and it maked me share a tear. But not because I would be sad or anything, but because I am so glad that she is in my life. And I read my twins blog today (oh yeah bdw, i have a twin sister) and i am so glad that I read it and I was getting so emotional and then she wrote about funny things we did, and I smiled and laughed so hard. My mom was looking at me like I was a retard haha BUT WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SAY IS that I am so proud of all my friends and I love them endlessly! I love every one of them. LOOK WHAT YOU DID ANJA TROHA, I am so emotional. haha I even have to share that with everyone. haha but thank you, i adore you!

Listen this and you will feel so much better, I promise. The fact that music can change your mood and whle prospective on how you look at things, is priceless.


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ponedeljek, 05. november 2012

CHLOE GRACE MORETZ

ponedeljek, 05. november 2012

CHLOE GRACE MORETZ

I've been obsessing over famous people since forever. I love so many of them, because when I see them on the big screen, I fall in love with them endlessly. It's like love on first sight. And a few months I've been really looking after Chloe Grace Moretz. I think she is the most beautiful, adorable, little thing I have ever seen on screen. She is the most talented person out there really! And I admire that she is so young and so productive and just makes something really good out of herself and her career. One of my biggest inspirations.


I mean look at her, she is beautiful.

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ponedeljek, 15. oktober 2012

EVERYBODY LOVES VICKY

ponedeljek, 15. oktober 2012

EVERYBODY LOVES VICKY

The title says it all<3

(c) Vida Jocif<3 we love her too:)
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četrtek, 26. julij 2012

MISFITS

četrtek, 26. julij 2012

MISFITS

Ok now I am going to talk about one thing that changed my life forever. MISFITS.


Urban dictionary says:
MISFITS;

A British television show that recently aired in November 2009 on e4.
Five young adults who are doing community service when a storm happens, all get struck by lightning and end up with a special power.
Kelly- Can hear what others are thinking; Telepathic
Curtis- Can Rewind time
Alisha- Can send people into a sexual frenzy when they touch her skin
Simon- Can make himself invisible,
Nathan- Left unaffected after the storm, though he is revealed to possess the power of immortality in the sixth episode.

 
Ok, with my words: this is a TV show. But it’s not 'just' a TV show, it’s the best TV show in the planet. It’s the funniest thing, and it can be sad and weird and scary too. It has everything. The only problem is that Robert Sheehan (my favorite actor) left this season. He was just in the first two seasons, and now he’s being replaced by Rudy. And I am one of those people that can’t let Nathan go. I hope someday he will be back. Oh and now, when the season 3 ended Alisha, Kelly and Simon left too, and now it’s just not the same. Well who stayed? Curtis, Rudi...Seth maybe? That’s 3!!! Unfuckingbelieveable. But still, that show changed my life!
Well, I have to say this: thanks to Robert for Nathan, Lauren for Kelly, Antonia for Alisha, Iwan for Simon, Nathan for Curtis, Matthew, Joseph and all the crew, you changed my life.




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nedelja, 27. maj 2012

ARMANI

nedelja, 27. maj 2012

ARMANI

This is my bunny Armani. He is the cuttest and I just felt obligated (haha) to share this cuteness:










and my favourite:

well, hes my favourite boy <3
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petek, 25. maj 2012

I ADMIRE

petek, 25. maj 2012

I ADMIRE


Ok, guys I need to tell you that my boyfriend almost begged me not to blog about him so I decided to blog about my idols today HAHA, so today will be One Direction infection, Maniacs, Linkin Park, Robert Sheehan, Misfits and persons who literally changed my life.



So first I must tell you my story. And It’s about the moment I decided to become an actress. It was probably the best moment in my life, and I still feel it everyday.

As a kid I had 'acting' lessons or let’s say I had theatre show at the end of every year. And I was in my 5th grade when I played one of the main roles in the play and it was A M AZ I N G. Show was called 'Mala in velika luna'. I spent every moment in my bed learning the script and playing and doing everything just about that play. With my 'class' we practiced every day and I made some great friendships, it was so brilliant. So, when the big moment arrived, everything went according to plan. I was in the stage playing my role like I was the sun (I played the sun). Play was without big mistakes and in the moment the play ended people got insane and gave us the biggest applause I have ever heard. My life changed - I don’t have words for it - its just… I was never happier and  in that moment when people applauded, I decided I want to do this for life, I want to make people happy.



From that day every movie I have ever watched, every word I kept in my mind and I became obsessed with watching films, and yeah it just became habit to know everything about films. I literally know every movie. I can watch one film 100 times and still I can’t get bored. And the funniest thing is that when I am watching a film I become a person from the film (a role) and when I come home I play it all over and become a person who played in the movie. It’s the best feeling. I know that’s my destiny. I know it from that day.



I am 16 years old (pretty young) but nothing has changed. It’s just that people always tell me that it’s not possible to become an actress. But that isn't true. I am going to become a star. If there’s a whole army on my way trying to stop me I will win. I will become actress. WHY? Because I am dreaming the hardest! And maybe you’re wondering why I want that. Well it’s because when I reached this - there will be someone who will admire me and want to become like me and do what I do. You may think it’s stupid but I don’t care!



So the point is that this people I admire they all allow me to have this feeling.



Lets start with Robert Sheehan (because I adore him the most)*

I first heard about him when I was fangirling on Rupert Grint and I saw a film of Rupert, Robert and Kimberley called CHERRYBOMB and it was a great movie. So I started to Google Robert and his projects and I saw a show called Misfits. If you watch it, you know it’s the best! It’s really the best show ever! You need to watch it; you wont regret it, I promise. So, it all started with that. And today I am the biggest Robert Sheehan fan. Not kidding. I ADORE him!








Next is absolutely the most gorgeous woman who clearly needs no introduction. MARILYN MONROE. A “very best” actress. Well, she changed my life and from the moment I saw her (on the internet of course) I knew that someday I will be so big. She is the best. Such a beautiful person. Sex bomb. I just saw a film My Week With Marilyn and I figured what was she like. And that didn’t stop me from liking her. It just made me love her even more. If you haven't seen it already, it’s time.. because it’s really fantabulous. Michele did a great job and I liked Emma too. Boys were amazing too. Best of the best.




JEDWARD

I know I am describing pop, and am really not into pop, but you just got to love John and Edward. They are like super funny haha; I even named my hamster after their parrot.

But I am John’s fan, indeed.



I will continue next time, so prepare for part 2.
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sreda, 23. maj 2012

FRIENDS

sreda, 23. maj 2012

FRIENDS


There’s one special friend in my heart, and I know her from my 2nd grade. I absolutely love her! Her name is Nika and I had the best time of my life with her, with this silly girl. She has her 'stupid' moments like everybody but she is a golden friend. And now, when it’s high school, we are not together as much as we were, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t adore her as much as before, its just I miss her a little bit more and cant wait for summer this year. Dear Nika, there was never a person like you. You are my forever girl. No girl and none can replace you.





There’s also a friend whom I adore - little Pia, and hahaha I can’t even write that down, she’s so funny and so gorgeous. Our school (in Mengeš) would probably be so damn boring without her. I became a better person because of that girl. I will never forget 'stiske' or anything else. Every day, every moment was special with you. Every disagreement we had was special hahaha, and I remember when we were on the toilet and listen to people and eat M&M's. Priceless! I love you Đej, I will always LOVE YOU.



There are also these two beautiful girls. They are actually a year younger, but they are legends. They always make me laugh. I was so happy and proud when they ask me to go to their prom. I feel so lucky to be around them. Tara and Ana, life-changing persons, sunshine on my rainy day. Oh you two, you are both gorgeous!





Terezija. She is my soul mate; she is the same as me. We will both become best actresses. Possibly together. It’s like the hardest thing for me - letting you go girl. She is soon moving to Australia and I don’t know how I’ll handle it. We had great time together. I spent my favorite moments on 'Županova Micka' with you (and guys) and I think that I'll break down and cry when you will leave Mengeš. I can’t even imagine how it will be without you. I will miss you and I miss you already when I think of you not being here with me.






AND THE PERSON I MUSTNT FORGET


Anja Troha,
I have a lot of friends;
funny, stupid, retarded, gorgeous, best kind,
but of all my friends
you make me smile every day
and if someone is a real friend,
that would be you.
thanks Ajna, you really
mean a world to me.
And stop calling me FAT and RETARDED!!!
No, for real -
you are the best person I have ever met,
and bdw thanks for 'correcting' my english HAHA.
Thanks for just being you
and this will sounds wrong,
but thank god or jesus or maria or whothehell make sure we meet.
Girl, you changed my life.

MASSIVE THANK YOU!

oh, and just so you know tomorow my mum will bake something for school, dont worry there will be food! :'D
I just cant be serious when I write about you.. just cant!

Baby you light up my world like nobody elseeeee NANANA


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torek, 22. maj 2012

HI, I AM EVA!

torek, 22. maj 2012

HI, I AM EVA!

Hello, I'm Eva Premk, but most people know me as 'Eva Premk Monroe'. I am 16 years young and I am going to become famous and one of the best actresses one day. I am a huge fan of ROBERT SHEEHAN and TV show called Misfits. Well, I have a huge obsession on films, which is kind of not surprising.

The most important thing in my life is my dog Thor. He is the sweetest and just the best dog in the whole planet. He is a German Boxer. I got him when I was still in my elementary school and he is from Tolmin, Slovenia. I am planning to have another dog in a few years and it is going to be Nova Scotia Duck Tolling Retriever (that’s a long name I know), but for now, my life is all around Thor. I also call him ‘my little dragon’.



OH, and I just mustn’t forget about the best rabbit Armani (Armani McTrully McChicken). I got him on a farm, because I wanted a healthy bunny. Anja suggested it and also helped me choose the name for him. I got this little snowflake from my family, because I needed a friend and he is the cutest little stitch ever.







And I think you should know that I get obsessed with things so easily, like Marilyn Monroe and famous people. Next month I will probably be fangirling on someone else haha. 

OH, and I have the best friends ever. I will let you know who and how are they like in my next blog post. If you think you have best friends, you clearly haven’t met my friends. 

I am one of those people that love sparkles and that are obsessed with things that glow in the dark. I love to go outside with friends and especially my best buddy Thor. I am addicted to Youtube and one of my wishes is to make good quality videos and post them on that platform. One important thing about me is that I come from Slovenia and my English is not very good. I am only 16 and I am trying my heart out to make this possible, because I love to write. I owned 2 blogs before, but they weren’t really that serious, so I am hoping this one would be what I always wanted my blog to be.
I hope you can find here interesting things and stay for good. It will be like we are best friends, which I would love. The more the better, I guess. You can never have enough friends.
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