petek, 30. november 2012

STRANGE WEEK?

petek, 30. november 2012

STRANGE WEEK?

A couple of days were really weird. I mean typical 'last year' at school. laughing hard, calling strangers, having fun, making teacher angry, just us :) ! but home! i break my poor little finger and its blue now haha, dont ask how is it even possible.. cuz if you havent met me, you dont know that, but i have a gift for this :P


And then i had actually two accidents with two grandmas. and with the first one was really creepy. She came to me and she hold me and started to yelling at me in unknown language. and then she pushed me and she didnt wanted to let me go so yeah, crazy grandma. and with the second one was another story. i was in the bus, and i was sitting and there was aloooot of people on the bus and i couldnt even moved so i was like there and i couldnt even stand up, so there was like one not grandma but older lady and i was on my phone and then she started to looking me like i am somekind of a monster for not getting her a sit. and i was like 'i cant move granny' and she was pissed and started yelling (ofc) and i was like oh please, understand and she was yelling for five minutes on me, and then i was like 'are you done' ? and she was even more pissed and then i was like I CANT EVEN MOVEEEED SO BUGGER OFF! and ahe was like OH, I CAN SEE. and then she went like i dont know where, but yeah the point is that all grannys hates me. hahah i am a trouble magnet. Last week some kind of a weird woman came to me and she was like sign this. and i was like owkaay, and she took my money from me, what the hell!? she took my ten euros hahaha! whats wrong with the world!? later she got arrested cuz she stole a lot money from some other dude, so yeah shes in jail.

Jan is comming at mines today. i miss some real time with him alone. not with all these people. but yeah, its going to be awesome. right now hes angry with me or something, i am like drinking my morning tea and now i am in the bad mood, but i will get over it, cuz a little fishy told me to just keep swimming! :) anyway, i am now gonna bugger off to have a bath. i love baths!
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ponedeljek, 26. november 2012

MAYBE I'LL GET DRUNK AGAIN

ponedeljek, 26. november 2012

MAYBE I'LL GET DRUNK AGAIN

I have so much memories. I have so much happy, sad, beautiful, unforgettable memories.
There are a few that i really would die for them just to relive them again. I mean look at my life. I would totally go back in the day when i first saw my little dragon. Or i would totally go back in summer 2011 or in september 2012 :) This moments are just the best i have. But there are unfortunately even bad and sad moments, that i wanted to share them with you tonight. But not because i am an atention seekeeer, but i just want to let this feelings i have.. OUT.

So me and my family were one day in the summer camp, and we met some new pretty cool people. And we became friends. Well, i was just a little girl. I was eight i think. And this is a story of how i become afraid of opened spaces or how i got Agoraphobia. So, one night i was going at the toilets at the camp and i opened the door and there was this boy there, with a knife or a razor or something. i wastnt paying atention of it.. but he was laying in the ground and all this blood and stuff. I remember that i was getting dizzy, and i couldnt breathe. I was just standing there, and looking and i couldnt moved. and this was probably the most sad moment of all my life. And then i remember myself running, and crying. And it was pure night. And i ran for my family and my phone. And they called an ambulance, and, and... i cant remember that night. But since that day I am afraid of spaces with opened doors. I freak out and i stop breathing. And i cant move. I have this picture in my mind.. of that boy and blood. And i cant delete it. I cant face my fears. Buy yeah, Its been a part of my life for 8 years now.. and i learned how to live with it. But i am still a little girl, standing there, watching someone taking his life away.
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ponedeljek, 19. november 2012

I MISS SUMMER 2011

ponedeljek, 19. november 2012

I MISS SUMMER 2011

The best time in my entire life was definitely summer 2011 with my bestie Nika.


Well, its kind of a funny and long story about us to tell. She has been the part of my life since my 2nd grade. and it was obvi that we will become besties. And we did. I moved in a different city and i didnt hear of her for ages :( but then soon, i called her well, i contacted her if she would go and spend a summer holidays with me. And it was THE BEST! if i could i would bring thooooose amazing days back. You know everyone deserves a friend like Nika. You must be mentally ill if you dont like her, she is just so lovable ^^

HVATIŠ DA PLATIŠ!

thanks for being my best friend ;*


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petek, 16. november 2012

VAMPIRES and WOLVES

petek, 16. november 2012

VAMPIRES and WOLVES

There once was this girl and she said to me: you can only count on yourself. I spent 16 years and a half believing that theres always some good in each person and that you can count on your close friends. But I was thinking that I actually know three people who didnt screew up things with me. Of course they are my best friends but once I had a friend, best of all friends I will probably have and because I knew that he is 'the best' person on the planet I trusted every single dude that tried to came into my life. And I always search for something good in everyone. But now, when things got complicated, I dont believe in ''something good'' anymore. You really can just count ONLY on yourself. If you got to know me in this past months you could see that my life turned out different than what I was planning and because of it I am such a pain in the arse, but I will always be the optimistic person and I will always fight. Its just that I lost so many important things that I cant really think bright. But I will live. I discovered that there is no need for people who don't need me. And I did my past, I found my closure - Breaking down, 2nd row & i am kinda happy I did it, because now I can move on and know that I did the best to fix things and that it's not me, I am not the problem.
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ponedeljek, 12. november 2012

ANOTHER BORING DAY

ponedeljek, 12. november 2012

ANOTHER BORING DAY

So, today was an interesting day. 3 exams, nothing much right? haha. Well, yeah it was a lot. But me and my twinnie Anja are a team, and we can handle it :D INFORMATIKA 3 :) good job Eva and Anja ^^ And today i must study ITALIANO and BIOLOGY. damn!
I got my phone back finally. I love my poor phone Ace. Today we got 2 new schoolmates. Or one new, and one old :D Gal came back from Ledina and one another girl came and she looks pretty awesome. And Gal is ofc. AWESOME. i missed him <3

Me, Marc and Gal a year ago.
I miss Marc also :(
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nedelja, 11. november 2012

DEEP THOUGHTS EVA

nedelja, 11. november 2012

DEEP THOUGHTS EVA

I was thinking today, when I wrote that letter to Terezija I was feeling kinda sad, because she's not here anymore and then when I was cleaning my messy room, I found a postcard written by my best friend Nika and it's the best card in the whole freaking planet and laughed like million times before I read it and remembered all the stuff we did together, all the people we met, all funny and sad and dramatic things we passed and it maked me share a tear. But not because I would be sad or anything, but because I am so glad that she is in my life. And I read my twins blog today (oh yeah bdw, i have a twin sister) and i am so glad that I read it and I was getting so emotional and then she wrote about funny things we did, and I smiled and laughed so hard. My mom was looking at me like I was a retard haha BUT WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SAY IS that I am so proud of all my friends and I love them endlessly! I love every one of them. LOOK WHAT YOU DID ANJA TROHA, I am so emotional. haha I even have to share that with everyone. haha but thank you, i adore you!

Listen this and you will feel so much better, I promise. The fact that music can change your mood and whle prospective on how you look at things, is priceless.


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ponedeljek, 05. november 2012

CHLOE GRACE MORETZ

ponedeljek, 05. november 2012

CHLOE GRACE MORETZ

I've been obsessing over famous people since forever. I love so many of them, because when I see them on the big screen, I fall in love with them endlessly. It's like love on first sight. And a few months I've been really looking after Chloe Grace Moretz. I think she is the most beautiful, adorable, little thing I have ever seen on screen. She is the most talented person out there really! And I admire that she is so young and so productive and just makes something really good out of herself and her career. One of my biggest inspirations.


I mean look at her, she is beautiful.

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