sobota, 07. december 2013

HUNGER GAMES

sobota, 07. december 2013

HUNGER GAMES

Yesterday we (me and Jan) went to the cinema. And of course we watched HUNGER GAMES. It is unbelievable! This movie is awesome and I am in love with it. Its is one of the best movies I've ever seen! I love movies that are kinda special and represent an unike own story. You know thats why I dont like romantic hollywood movies, because they all end the same and that bothers me. You know I think hunger games is sort of in the same ''area'' as inception, harry potter, twilight, avatar. They all share something different and thats good. I personaly dont like twilight because I never give it a chance and because it was so much talking about edward and jakob and everything, but I bet its good. I watched Avatar and Inception is my favourite movie of all time. But I guess its gonna share a no.1 spot with the hunger games. I really love Jennifer and Josh and everyone, its so good. YOU need to watch it. You will never regret watching it. So yeah, I am heading to the seaside. Love you xxxx
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sreda, 27. november 2013

SHARING BIG STUFF WITH YOU

sreda, 27. november 2013

SHARING BIG STUFF WITH YOU

How I am doing lately?

Exactly half of a year ago I was in a hospital. Having loads of problems. Dealing with stuff, I could never fix. So here I am giving one little advice that can change the whole life of yours. FORGET. Forgeting is hard. Its awfull. Impossible. But if you can do something about it, DO IT. because as soon as you will, sooner you will get better. Revenge is stupid, crying, suffering is stupid. So why not choose to be happy instead of being depressed. Depression is horrible, and nobody deserves to go through that. If you can stop and think right now, I dare you to think about someone who has done something bad to you and you were hurt. Forgive him no matter how big the mistake he did was. I am talking about big mistakes or little mistakes that might ment a lot to you. Remember every single thing you felt or you feel and be strong and CHOOSE TO FORGIVE. Because forgiving is part of forgeting. If you are able to do that, it will bring you such a relief, fixed stuff, free head, no more tears and HAPPINESS! But personaly I think thats literally impossible, because happines is a choice of you and you only! There are rare who can be so strong and so smart to do that. But dont give up. Because remember. Your goal is to say to yourself:

"THIS IS ME HAPPY!"
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nedelja, 24. november 2013

WE ARE DESIGNED TO PARTY

nedelja, 24. november 2013

WE ARE DESIGNED TO PARTY

We're young. We're supposed to drink too much. We're supposed to have bad attitudes and shag each other's brains out. We are designed to party. This is it. Yeah, so a few of us will overdose or go mental. But Charles Darwin said you can't make an omelette without breaking a few eggs. And that's what it's all about breaking eggs! And by eggs, I do mean, getting twatted on a cocktail of Class As. If you could just see yourselves! It breaks my heart. You're wearing cardigans! We had it all. We fucked up bigger and better than any generation that came before us. We were so beautiful! We're screw-ups. I'm a screw-up and I plan to be a screw-up until my late 20s, maybe even my early 30s. And I will shag my own mother before I let her... or anyone else take that away from me!

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torek, 12. november 2013

VLOGGING

torek, 12. november 2013

VLOGGING

I decided to put myself public and start a youtube channel. I was so nervous and I was literally blabing all the time, but here is the final product. Hope you enjoy.

FACTS ABOUT ME | Eva Premk Monroe
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sobota, 02. november 2013

PEOPLE I SHOULD LOVE, I HATE

sobota, 02. november 2013

PEOPLE I SHOULD LOVE, I HATE

I have a secret and its awfull. And I am hiding it just because I am stubborn. Not that I wont let it go, it wont let me go. I cant tell it to J, because he is not telling me his big secret as well. And it is bothering me alot. But theres nothing I can do. He wont tell me no matter what. I tried believe me.

My sis just came and told me that she dropped her phone into the toilette. I said put it somewhere so it can dry out and she went to clean the card and she dropped that too. That just proove that its not the right time for her because its like 00.30 in the morning and I am not tired at all, but shes deadly tired. She can barely talk or walk. But she will manage.

Tomorrow I have to study history. Its gonna be fun. HAHA, not really. I am not excited at all. I feel like this history is going to be awfull. I have no idea why. I am probably gonna pass it with grade 2! thats 50% or more correct things in a paper. Thats really impressive haha. But I worked on history a lot and I listened an write down everything so I shouldnt have a problem. Oh, yeah I havent even blogged about my grade at physics and I was the second best in class. Thats a huge deal for me. Ofcourse Melanija (my friend) is the best hah, she is awesome and have all the best grades AND she plays basketball. Shes obsessed with Salin or whatever he is. I just had to mention it, because I really hear his name a lot when shes around.  HAHASorry melonija.

I think I am gonna go to bed. I mean I already am, but i think I am gonna go to sleep. So goodnight folks. I love you a lot, The most <3
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torek, 29. oktober 2013

CAN YOU TURN OFF MEGABITCH FOR A SECOND

torek, 29. oktober 2013

CAN YOU TURN OFF MEGABITCH FOR A SECOND

I watched Skins generation 3 long long time ago, but I never knew how to start or how to put this blog in words. I watched all series of skins MULTIPLE times. In first series and till the end I fell in love with Effy and mostly generation 2, because of the whole thing Effy-Freddie-Cook-JJ and everyone else too. BUT something about gen 3 makes me love them too. And this is my explanation of feelings and emotions while watching it for each one of them.

MINI:
She is the main reason I love watching it. Mini is such a bitch, she dare too much. She is like the most horrible person you could meet, but she struggles with so much pain. We can see that shes been overobsessive caring about her weight and she is just not able to accept her being pregnant. She is fragile and loveable at the same time. She is really beautiful, and all she needs is to be the center of attention, which is hurting her over and over again. She thinks that only few people are good enough for her and others are complete losers.



ALO:
Where is Mini theres Alo. Farm boy. He is literally a proper farm boy, he is always messy and he dares alot, he kinda reminds me of Cook in some ways, but Alo is sensitive and can be really loving and caring. He does that weirdly cute face sometimes, and he is THE ONLY ONE who can keep up with Mini. And lets just take a moment and admire the gingerness of his PLUS his dancing! :)



GRACE:
She is lovely. Grace is beautiful, and always positive and most of all happy. She is that one friend that no matter how hard it gets will always find something to be happy about. I was literally overemotional with laughter when I saw mr.Blood being her daddy :P And besides, He and Rich are meant to be. I was really sad when she died. I cried like a little baby. Not our little Grace! I felt so horrible for everyone but especially for Richard.



RICH:
At first (when he had like long hair) I hated him, he was mean and weird and just awfull. He was mean to Grace and I hated that the most, but as soon as he kissed Grace and cut off his hair (OH MY GAY ITS JUSTIN BIEBER HAHAHAHA) I liked him.



FRANKY:
I loved her from the very begining. Shes ODD! strange. weird. And I love that about her, she is different and in season 6, she had like Luke (Joe Cole) and I was blown away. I mean the most awesome guy. I loved it.



LUKE:
I gotta comment Luke as well, because I liked him the most. Not just the look, but his caracter as a ''BAD BOY'' hes so annoying and he wont let franky go that you just want to go there and punch him in the face but that also makes him perfect for her. Its awesome because of him. And he got really nice british clothes in my opinion. Like that green coat of his. Love it! HIS VOICE!!!



I am sorry I am not gonna discuss Liv, Alex and Nick and his brother, I actually do find them interesting and all, but not so much as the rest. You know there are some people who really stand out and some who just dont. But its different for every one. I love skins, and I will always love it.

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ponedeljek, 28. oktober 2013

BAKING

ponedeljek, 28. oktober 2013

BAKING











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sobota, 26. oktober 2013

FOREST EDITION

sobota, 26. oktober 2013

FOREST EDITION















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torek, 22. oktober 2013

NEW PICTURES

torek, 22. oktober 2013

NEW PICTURES











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torek, 01. oktober 2013

MOVIES WITH HAPPY ENDING

torek, 01. oktober 2013

MOVIES WITH HAPPY ENDING

As being me, only me, Eva Premk I can tell you how do I feel about movies with happy endings. I think they are okay. In the end of a movie you are really happy and you get the feeling like you wanna be the person in that movie, to be this happy, to fing yourself a boyfriend/husband like that boy in the movie. Really great, being happy. Why not?! Some people or let me say MOST OF ALL PEOPLE on this universe will more likely to go see a very funny romantic comedy than drama with sad ending.
But not me.
I love movies like for example: ATONEMENT, THE TIME TRAVELERS WIFE or REMEMBER ME and movies like that. When the main caracter dies in the end and it changes the whole story. Thats what I like. I think that everyone has their own opinion in movies and everyone is allowed to watch exactly what they want, so I am not trying to say that I find happy movies boring or awful, I just have that special power that I can predict the ending at the begining (and I believe that many of you have that special gift too) and I like to watch sad movies because I fell kinda sad at the end, but also very happy. It may sounds wrong but the thing is that movies like that are making me think a lot. About life and future, and past. I can easily fall into them. And then I cant escape..

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nedelja, 29. september 2013

20 BEST MOVIES part 1

nedelja, 29. september 2013

20 BEST MOVIES part 1

1. INCEPTION
2. THE GREAT GATSBY
3.THE TIME TRAVELERS WIFE
4. REMEMBER ME
5. MY WEEK WITH MARILYN
6. HICK
7. P.S. I LOVE YOU
8. SOCIAL NETWORK
9. NOW YOU SEE ME
10. DEFINITELY, MAYBE
11. 500 DAYS OF SUMMER
12. LOVE ME IF YOU DARE
13. SHERLOCK HOLMES
14. MORNING GLORY
15. JUNO

16. EASY A

17. HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON

18. END OF WATCH

19. MOULIN ROUGE

20. LIFE BEFORE HER EYES
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sobota, 14. september 2013

7 QUESTIONS ABOUT ACTING

sobota, 14. september 2013

7 QUESTIONS ABOUT ACTING

So a lot of you asked me on my ask and social medias questions about acting. And here in this blog post I will answer a few, but not all I am sorry.

HOW DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOOD AT ACTING?
That is some very complicated question here. You can't really know that, but there are sure ways to feel like you are good. For example if you like being seen, or with other words you like expressing yourself or maybe you just like loosing yourself in some other role or person. There might be hundred of reasons. But if you enjoy with whatever you are doing you are good!

WHERE CAN I FIND ACTING JOB?
That may sounds very easy, but its really not. Acting roles are really hard to find. But you can go to the nearest theater and ask for some roles, maybe you could sign for an acting school and you can look at the internet and even ask your friends or people you know to help you. But I need to say that its very hard to find a perfect job or a role for yourself.

HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU MAKE IF YOU PLAY IN A FILM?
Thats is impossible to answer some movies are not payed and some get millions of money haha. Depends on a movie and role and country and literally everything.

HOW OLD DO I NEED TO BE TO BECOME AN ACTOR?
Well, you can be 1year old if you want, and even 112years old. Theres is no limit and there is never EVER too late.

DO YOU KNOW ANY ACTORS?
I do.

ARE THEY HOT?
Haha, they are pretty normal just with exeption that they are more deep souls and they have a special ability of talking too much haha, otherwise they are normal. I only like J.

WHAT WAS YOUR BIGGEST ROLE?
Every role I had was pretty much awesome because I dont do roles I dont like, and I dont know. They were all great and big enough I guess.
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torek, 03. september 2013

WE LOVE UNTIL WE BLEED

torek, 03. september 2013

WE LOVE UNTIL WE BLEED

We all have parents that we have. I believe that God choose us the parents he think we can handle. But somethimes we do wish we had some other parents. Well, at least I do. I mean my mom is great. She is sweet. But my dad, he is just horrible. So this is my dad story. I hope you wont think I am seeking for attention, because thats not my intention. Its just something that I dont talk about with no one. And I blog and share everything with you.

My dad has four kids. I am his oldest daughter and then he has another daughter (which is my real sister Ana) and he has two more - daughter and son (my half siblings Naja and Luka) and he has been living with Luka and Naja and not with us, because my parents are divorced. And he literally forgot to call me for my birthday. He called me for this last day of Summer vacations and he wanted to speak with Ana to tell her he loves her. And he didnt said anything to me. I mean I know I am older and that would be stupid, but I still seek for that. He never calls me for anything else just to get Ana or my mom on the phone. He say I have ugly shirts and pants the moment he sees me. I mean he said that skinny jeans are ugly and I look ugly. Who else on the planet hates skinny jeans? Thats insane. Anyway he lies to me a lot. Like literally anything he tells me is a complete lie. I caught him like millions of times, but I stoped bothering. He tells me to fuck off from his home. Because I visit him once in two weeks. But you know, its getting harder for me to go. I spend like five hours in two months there. I never wanna see him again. He makes me sad. I reported him and he lied to them, that I am making everything up. He said I was crazy. I am not crazy. He said thousant of times that he wish I was never his daughter. He once said that he loves me in front of a social workers. And I stupid as I am believed it. That was the happiest day of my entire life, untill he said to me the other day that I am stupid to believe it. And then he said he loves me again once and I can honetly say I dont believe it anymore. I can say that I WILL NEVER BELIEVE IT. Maybe one day he will love me the way every girl should be loved, but I am never going to forgive him. I will never wanna hang out with him. I could never love him as I did before. Its so much hate in me. So much. I was sure I was not able to love again, but that part of me can never ever be broken again now. I always thought that
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU SHOULD NEVER HURT THEM
 but somethimes people arent able to show love. And I know that my dad secretly loves me, but its so secretly it cant be seen. And I need to see it to believe it.

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COOK

COOK

You think you know death, but you don't, not until you've seen it, really seen it, and it gets under your skin and lives inside ya... you also think you know life... stand on the edge of things and watching go by but you're not living it, no really... just a tourist, a ghost... and then you see it, really see it, and gets under your skin and lives inside ya, and there's no escape, it's nothing to be done and you know what?... it's good, it's a good thing... and that's all I've to say about it.
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petek, 30. avgust 2013

I WANT TO FORGET ABOUT MYSELF RIGHT NOW

petek, 30. avgust 2013

I WANT TO FORGET ABOUT MYSELF RIGHT NOW

We had a perfect class. We get along like siblings. Literally. And we are friends for two years now. And sadly our school decided to mix us with other classes and now me and my best friends are going to some other class with different teachers. And I must say we had the most awesome english teacher and now we wont have her anymore. Now I can truly say GIMNAZIJA MOSTE sucks! It fucking sucks that we wont be together anymore. well there are some people who suck in our class, but what can you do?! probably nothing! We are going to some other class. Maybe thats for the best. I need to correct all my books from "3.B" to "3.D". I was "B" every year. But I guess changes are good for something too. Maybe we will get better friends and better grades. I dont know. Well, theres really nothing we can do. Its just not fair. Because we had to decide who is going to "D" and who to "E" and all the bitches went to E without even discussing and put me and Anja to D! HERE YOU GO... real friends. Great friends. All of them rather take care of their asses than seek for justice. Who could blame them.. they truly are great friends (I hope you find a sarcasem there). Well enough about school.

We are having a project (our family) and its getting my room bigger. And I am gonna do a room project days blog. And my next blog is going to be that. probably :) Love you! x E x

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torek, 27. avgust 2013

I KNOW YOU CARE

torek, 27. avgust 2013

I KNOW YOU CARE

I am a very strange soul. I like drawing and coloring and I really love sparkles and glow in the dark stuff. I love big eyes and less makeup, and nice clothes. I like oversized stuff too but I love nice dresses more. That is me. When I am able to feel, I feel everything so deeply. If I can do something nice for someone I will always do my best. You may read this and think what a cool person I am but lets see the full picture here. Being me is so much more than this. Since I stand for that I feel everything so deeply let me explain where is this story or I should just call it my life going wrong.

You see, I know that theres millions of girls who got attached to celebrities or some other people. And I am one of them. For example I see Chloe Grace Moretz and I fall in love with her and I literally know everything about her. Same story is with Robert Sheehan and loads of others. But now for a year or two I have been OBSESSING over dark people, dark roles. Let me say this. I was into Effy (from Skins) so much I end up in a hospital. When I see that person on the screen I (better not) usualy fall so deeply madly in love with it. I do everything just to be like that person. Maybe that has to do with the fact that I want to be an actress or I dont know. Its not even healthy at some point. You probably already know why I was in a hospital so, I wouldnt like to put it in words again. But it is literally killing me.

Being someone I am not.
I could not survived that. I can be honest with you. Its so horrible I dont think I would be able to take care of myself. I can only thank my God for sending someone to take so much care for me. To actually really care. And I know you care. I see it everyday. You show me.
''Being an actor means being an instrument for someone else. I want to give myself completely.''  

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petek, 23. avgust 2013

MY MOM

petek, 23. avgust 2013

MY MOM

THIS IS MY MOM.
I was thinking what to write about today, and I couldnt figure it out untill my mom came and was really mean to me and start being a complete mood freak. Anyway what you should know about my mom. My mom is a singer. She works here:


She is 37 years old and have three daughters. First one is me (Eva Premk) second one is Ana Pia Premk and the third one is Astrid Mila Popivoda. My mom has been re-married last year. She has been married with my dad Blaž for 12 years and then they got divorced 2004. And my mom thought she would never find her true love again. Wrong. In 2011 she met this guy named Miloš and soon she got pregnant again so they decided that is time to marry eachother. They are probably meant for eachother because they look like they really are in love. Even throught they fight once in a while.

This is a photo of her wedding day.
 Let me tell you about her family. She is married with Miloš and he was used to a football player but he got some injuries so he had to quit. Now he is working somewhere else. He is a big animal freak and right now they are together cooking a dinner.  This is Miloš with baby Mila:


She also has three daughtes (as I said). me and since you already know me I will just tell you about my two sisters. The older one is Ana. She is just a little bit annoying but beautiful little girl. She likes music and videogames. She adores horror movies and sharks. And the younger one is Mila. She is just a baby. Not even one year old. And she is the most adorable human being on this planet.



My mom drives the lamest car in the planet. Yes toyota is a japanese car and it should be very good. But I LITERALLY HATE IT. She used to drive one of my favourite brands Honda. it was a brilliant car. I loved it so much.

We live in Ljubljana, capital city of Slovenia and we live in apartment which we all hate accept my mom is obsessed with it. We have a dog and a bunny. Actually I have a dog and a bunny. Thor and Zoella. Its a miracle that my mom let me have them because she is alergic and she is secretly afraid of dogs (she just wont admit it). She is actually a great mom, just not right now, because she wants me to wash dishes.
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