ponedeljek, 29. december 2014

COLLABORATIONS, WISHES, RESOLUTIONS & YOUTUBE

ponedeljek, 29. december 2014

COLLABORATIONS, WISHES, RESOLUTIONS & YOUTUBE

Hello everybody & welcome back to my blog!

It has been a while since I talked to you, but today I sat down with you for a reason.

First thing
MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS FOR THIS BLOG
For this blog I wished to get 1.000.000 views & I need all of you to reach that goal in 2015! I say who is with me?! I am very excited about it and I wanted to represent you a plan on whats going to happen here, if you're up for it? Okay, you can definitely expect a room tour, how I do my hair, 25 things I can't live without, a normal day of Rosie&Daisy, you can also expect a lot of new templates, lots of pictures and lots of coffee. I would be really pleased if you would send me any ideas here on my mail evapremkmonroe@gmail.com! Name anything you want to read & I will do it. You are more than welcomed. And I shouldn't forget about my lovely readers who sends me Facebook messages, asking me questions, I love every single one of it. 

Second thing
YOUTUBE
If you want to see my New Years Resolutions on every subject, not just blog-related, you can check my video this evening (at about 8-9 o'clock in Slovenian time) and go say hi. You know, you really inspire me so much by telling me all your stories & I could never do what I do if there wasn't for you. I have a courage to post myself talking in english just for your entertainment and it makes me incredibly happy that you support everything I do, I can't tell you enough, but I am really grateful.

Third thing
COLLABORATIONS
If you have a blog/youtube channel and you live somewhere in Europe, not too far from Slovenia, I would love to collaborate with you. Even for ideas, for blog posts, youtube videos, so don't be afraid to ask, I am a very friendly person. I swear I decided to collaborate with you this year, just because I think thats a great idea to meet new people with the same interests and just share my opinion and see what others think about. It could turn out great, so please, don't be shy.

Forth thing
MY WISHES FOR YOU
I hope we all stay connected in a following years and support each other. Do good and good will happen to you to. I will always be here to bright your day, sometimes even sadden (if thats a word) it, but its important that you always find things that makes you happy. And don't worry, I am not going anywhere, because this makes me happy. Despite of hard days, its totally worth it. And all I am trying to do is inspire you to start expressing yourself and start living life to the fullest. Your happiness is extremely important and I wish you to have the most happy year. I love you all ;*

Love, 
Eva


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sobota, 13. december 2014

MY CURRENT OBSESSION WITH GEORGE EZRA

sobota, 13. december 2014

MY CURRENT OBSESSION WITH GEORGE EZRA

Everyone knows that one song, that is playing on the radio literally every hour. Its called Budapest. I liked that song, not too much, but its a good song. I never expected this is actually a song from a young man. I couldn't connect his voice to his age and look. He sings amazingly! I wouldn't be such a fan of only one good song from an artist. But as soon as youtube suggested me his other songs, I couldn't stop listening to it. I swear, every song is better than the previous one. I must say that simplicity of his videos is just so fitable to his style. The fact that his voice relaxes me, is nothing strange. I could listen to his songs all day long (which I actually do, don't underestimate me). I strongly suggest you to listen his songs:

  • Blame It on Me
  • Listen to the Man
  • Cassy O'
  • Benjamin Twine 
  • Leaving it up to you..
I was bought in a matter of seconds. 

My mom is a singer and I made her listen to his songs and she said that he has an amazing voice and technique, so you should trust her, because she is never wrong. + If that won't convince you, his face will. ;)


Just look at that face:


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sobota, 18. oktober 2014

THIS ALL COMES WITH ME

sobota, 18. oktober 2014

THIS ALL COMES WITH ME

I can't understand why would anybody even date me haha. But seriously, there are so many sacrifices if you wanna be with me. Lets take a quick look at it;

 I am so weird (you can figure that by yourself, no need to mention the fact that I am probably the weirdest person someone can hang out with). I am the only person who gets a heart attack when see a 'glow in the dark' thing. There is literally no thing in the world that would not glow in the dark and I wouldn't own it. If you come to my room you can't be nothing but amazed from all the glowing.

➳ I am not afraid of open spaces. I am afraid that if doors are open I will die. I am afraid I am not safe in the place where I can see the other side of the door. I see it all again. So, my boyfriend has to close the doors every time he moves somewhere and trust me if he doesn't I literally loose my mind. But it gets easier if I have a company, I can be in open spaces if there is people in it too. Which is a plus in school.

➳ If I see an animal, I just need to adopt it. By that I don't only mean cute puppies or kittens, I mean insects too. If I see a caterpillar don't even waste your time trying to convince me that outside world is better for her, because I don't even care what do you have to say about it. I even wait for them to become butterflies and then put them outside. Usually they became moths, but I don't care. The same goes with frogs. I used to go to the pond and took out tadpoles and raise them to frogs. I mean, what can I say I am going to be a great mommy haha.

➳ I was looking how are baby frogs called in english and I found out of this website (http://www.enchantedlearning.com/) which I found very funny. I mean, who knew that a male duck is called Drake haha. Can you not.




















➳ I am obsessed with youtube. I probably spend more time on it than with a boyfriend or in school. I know all the latest youtubers videos. I even watches all Tv series. I love fan videos.

➳ I talk about Tv series 70% of the time. Especially of Game of Thrones, Teen Wolf, Skins, How I Met Your Mother, Misfits, Awkward, Finding Carter, Faking it, American Horror Story, The Carrie Diaries, Arrow, Gossip Girl, Supernatural and probably some more.

➳ I keep tight to my past. By that I mean that my past, good or bad, still affects my current life. If there was something really bad that happened 10 years ago, I still think about it almost every day. The same goes for good things, its not just bad. And that is usually giving a hard time to my boyfriend.

➳ If I like an actress, I will become more and more like her. That could be really annoying. Sometimes even extreme.

➳ If I want something, I will annoy you so much you will say yes. You might be the persistent person in the world and I will still change your mind. I will give you a really hard time when I will decide I want to move away or out of Slovenia. It can be impossible. But only because I really want to go.

➳ Bad cooking. I am so horrible at making something to eat. But only because I really hate it. We have a restaurant at home and all the food making is really an enemy to mine. That doesn't mean that I don't like to eat food, because I do. I love food more than anything. Food and Sleep!!!!

➳ I can fall asleep in less than a minute. I have no idea how is this possible but if someone says go to sleep, I can actually do that in a second. If you pet me, you just made a huge mistake because thats a recipe of how to put Eva to sleep. I don't even need a comfortable seat or pillow and awful positions never bothered me anyway hah. If my bf is driving at night, and he feels sleepy, there is no way I can stay awake and talk to him. I hate that but I can't change it.

➳ I always wanted to be an actress, but lately my interest has change to profoundly disturbing things. I am thinking to become an archaeologist or flight attendant. I don't know what happened but I really like that idea. Of course I would like to be an actress, but maybe I don't like that so much as I used to. I love filming, and I love performing, but this business is literally impossible. It takes my whole energy to the point where everything seems pointless, and I know that thats the way it is if you want be that, but I like it less and less everyday. Its not the point that I don't feel inspired, its just I feel like I want to do so many other things and acting can always be my side escape. And because of this confusion I fight a lot. I feel a bit confused, because I don't think my friends and family understands me.

➳ I sing bad once I get comfortable to people. I can say that I sing quite good for not so higher standards but when I feel like I can do everything around someone, I will sing to you all the time and I will sing badly. I can also be very shy if you ask me to sing something. I can sing as long as you don't ask me to sing. Thats sounds really confusing.

There are more things, I would like to tell you about, but I am just getting ready to go out, and I need to clean my messy room, and then I might do my room tour / closet tour. FINALLY!

bye <3

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sobota, 04. oktober 2014

MY FAVOURITE TIME OF THE YEAR

sobota, 04. oktober 2014

MY FAVOURITE TIME OF THE YEAR

AUTUMN

I love summer, but the fact that I can now officially wear sweaters makes me feel very warm inside. Even though that its still very warm outside, the calendar tells me that there is nothing wrong with sweater and a collar blouse underneath it. And I get to wear all the warm scarves which are my favour accessorise. I even get to put on a baggy hat when I have a bad hair day, and nobody will even be bothered with it. Not to mention my madly obsession with tea and coffee. I love them so much. Especially linden flavoured tea and maybe orange and cinnamon flavour. Homemade coffee is and will always be the best. Caramel slash chocolate slash cream coffee can beat any other. The fact that leaves turns red and yellow is perfect for taking great photos. My favourite holiday is Halloween and the fact that in Slovenia we don't really dress up never stopped me before. This year I am going to a dress up halloween party for sure. Lets not forget THE boots which are my favourite thing to wear besides All stars. To really sum up everything I this that this is a perfect time for us lazy people, because nothing will ever beat the coassiness and snuggling into a warm bed with a boyfriend. Everything is spinning so slow. The way I like it. Even studying is pleasant with just a cup of hot tea and biscuits and warm blanket. But that doesn't mean I will study more than the other seasons, don't get me wrong haha. I just love Autumn.  


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četrtek, 04. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #4

četrtek, 04. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #4

My day started okay, turned to be awful but still ended nicely. I went to McDonalds with Anja and Pina and I got an ice-cream maker thing.  I ordered a Happy meal and a chocolate - orange ice cream. That is literally the best thing I have ever eaten.

The more I go to school, the more I hate it and thats a fact. I still need to buy books for this year and we will probably go tomorrow with friends, otherwise I will ask Jan to take me.

I just started a project for Jan's 19th birthday, which is in November and I am going to make it amazing. I planned all up, and I got this really amazing stuff. You know we always make this big events special. For instance we are having our second anniversary in 6 days, and Jan volunteered to prepare something, because I prepared something for our first anniversary.
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sreda, 03. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #3

sreda, 03. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #3

Hello my lovely readers!
As you notice my blog needed a change. It was about time to turn my ice cream template to something less summer themed. I decided that I should totally ask my own special designer Anja Troha for advice and she suggested to change it to owls. I love owls and foxes. I think it looks quite pretty. Of course if you have any other suggestions, please let me know. 

Today was quite fun but exhausting. It was my third day of school and I still admit that I don't have enough energy and concentration to spend 9 hours studying in school. I really love summer vacations and thats because I can actually afford a long careless sleep. And that is very important to me. As a part time blogger and a part time vlogger, being weird is kinda my job, my thing. I write blogs really strange. I have a whole preparation and a list of things to do before, after and in the middle of writing. For instance, I absolutely can't write if there is not coffee involved, and of course I can't stand the noise, so I manage to do it when my family is out, and because I loose my will very quickly, I have a special treats for myself from myself. That sounds a bit weird. But when I want to write some things down on the internet, I want to do it because I like it. And I only like it, when I speak to all of you. I always write like we are talking to each other, because we are. I tell you things about me, and you sometimes write me a mail, or talk to me on social medias and even you recognise me in person. And I love meeting every single one of you. I think that you all are a reason why do I try hard about blogging. I know I am not very good at it, because I never talk about some certain themes like others do. But I just like to write about things I know. 

I just downloaded Finding Carter. I am a big fan. I love Kat from Skins and she makes her new TV show amazing, she is so talented. Every actor from Skins is, actually. But lets be honest, I get attached to so many series and movies and characters, its not even special anymore. When Jan came we watched Teen Wolf, which was out since Monday or should I say Moonday. I absolutely adore Lydia. If you share my blog or give it a like or tell me maybe, I will do a characters review for Teen Wolf like I did for Skins Two Generations (which you might know that is my most viewed post yet). And I like writing reviews, because I like to gossip a bit and that a great opportunity to come clean how I feel about Stiles and Malia and mostly Lydia. But lets not forget Allison, Isaac, Scott, momma McCall, Sheriff Stilinski, Parish, Kira, Derek, Peter, Argent family, others and my absolutely favourite THE VETERINARIAN. That guy is awesome. I love him.

Well, I think that was enough for today, I love you the most. Goodnight, sleep tight and we will talk tomorrow :*
- Eva
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torek, 02. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #2

torek, 02. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #2

I have been obsessing over Inception AGAIN. I mean that movie is amazing. Literally the best movie ever made. I can't help but loving the main message, the main quote.

You're waiting for a train. A train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't know for sure. But it doesn't matter. Because you will be together.

I just love the complexity of the movie. You know, of two lovers that are and aren't together. Of a couple who is married and have kids, but maybe it is all just a dream.

Today stared badly, but turned out to be quite great actually. I went to school for 9 hours. That is definitely not normal, I mean, nine hours... Thats insane. After school I went to celebrate my grandma's birthday and we had a lovely dinner. I love my family's cooking. We actually own a restaurant, but thats another story that is not even as half as interesting to be described. Its not like this is, but still. The important part I wanted to discuss is I had a great time with J. He took me right in the middle of Slovenia. If you maybe know it, it is called Geoss point. And Jan described it really good, as if I were a little kid. He said that if you could imagine Slovenia was a piece of paper and you would try to balance it, using only one finger, that would be the spot to balance it. You know, that kind of stuff usually don't interest me, but this was really cool. 

Then we went back, because we needed (well, not we but ME), I needed a really deep conversation about things changing and just mostly complicated things that I can't really discuss with you because I have no idea how to put it in words. 

I have a problem with expressing myself clearly. In my head everything sounds so good to say, awesome or really deep and mature, but as soon as I try to say it, I just can't say it as awesome as it sounds in my head. Don't even ask me how hard is it to write it down. Lets not even start. 

Tomorrow is more easygoing day, I hope I will see Tinkara and we will just hang around a bit, discuss boys, school and life haha. 

I love you all, really! Goodnight *
Eva x
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ponedeljek, 01. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #1

ponedeljek, 01. september 2014

MY DAILY UPDATE #1

I woke up really early, because it was the first day of school. I was really happy and excited, because I thought I will see Jan. You know that stupid fantasies girls have? I thought Jan was going to wait for me outside, take me to a bakery or something and then take me to school. I mean how cute could that be. Ha, could! Oh well, as soon as I walked to go to the bus I was feeling a bit down. There was no way I could enjoy the first day of school. I hate school. I only love a few people from it. And by few people I only mean Anja, Pina, Mel, Fila & David. But it was actually okay. We had fun in our own weird way. Ad we actually didn't have classes, which is impressive, because Moste (my high school) is well known to torture students even on their first day.

I still have to do some things for school. Mostly unimportant stuff, like mark my books or even decide which notebook I will use for a certain subject. Something most girls enjoy to do, you know... its our deal, its what we do. Then I went out to the center of Ljubljana, to go a little shopping, maybe get something to eat with my best girls. The weather was actually awful, until like right now. Now its sunny, but it was raining before. But we got plenty of stuff. Like I bought myself a neon markers and some pencil case essentials. Then I went to meet Tinkara. We had our deep conversations, you know us. Typical girly stuff. But I feel like she's one of the rarest people who actually get me, you know... she gets what I am trying to say and she tries to help, even if she can't. 

Now I am home, I fed Thor & Rosie. Gosh, the vacations influed really badly on me. When I am in school and just basically away, all I could think of is how much I miss them. Thats crazy, because I am turning into a tortoise lady, like a cat lady, but its tortoise.

And it couldnt be me, if that post wouldn't include a very depressing ending, right? Well, I just feel like the people that appreciated me before and loved me, care less and less about me everyday. I don't know maybe its just a feeling. Or maybe I just really changed. Anyway, thats my blog post for today. I love you all x 
Eva
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nedelja, 31. avgust 2014

WAIT

nedelja, 31. avgust 2014

WAIT

Wait, please! Just wait.
There is no end.
There is no goodbye.

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Tomorrow is the first day of school. The first day of my last year in that school. And I have no idea how to feel. I am feeling rather sad than happy. Firstly, I hate school. I have no idea why would anyone love school when you have so many beautiful things in this world to do, so many beautiful places to see, so many great chances. You are basically compelled to study of those things, instead of living them. We live in such extraordinary times, whishing to live in some others. Only because we are forced to do what we don't want to do, to survive. But that goes with humanity for a very long time. It is only my way to look at the world, I am not trying to force you into thinking like me. I am just a firm believer into thinking that everyone should be doing things they feel like doing. I wish I could say it the way you could understand me. But in my head it sounds so much better. We need to do things we maybe don't like to do, to have a normal life. By normal life I mean, to have a job, to have the money, to maybe have kids, to start a family. But for that we need to go to schools, we need to be good at it, and then we need to look for a job, and if we are lucky enough, maybe we will get a job we actually like and then we will have to do this for a month, a year, 10 years, maybe even a lifetime. But in my opinion, so many people die with regrets. There are people who die without doing that thing they wanted to do. And thats just how I feel. 

I am trying to say it out loud, but I feel like I can't say it the way I want it to sound..

Because I feel that people don't understand. Even the people who are close to me. There is no time in this world to do things you love, when you are older. You know, I am trying to tell you that you shouldn't be waisting time to tell people what do you want, you should just do things. I always come to the stage when I have a sudden idea of my life and I don't get to make it true, because I am afraid that I am not going to make it and thats the part where it stops for me. And then I try to talk with the closest people to me. But somehow I alway manage to say it wrong. I always say "lets move away", "lets just go anywhere"... or some other smaller things like "lets just go out for tonight" that aren't less important, just less risky. And then everyone starts to think about the money. The first thing they think about is always the money, and I always think about happiness. Thats probably my curse. 

Right now, I am not gonna lie, I feel more confused than I ever were. I am not happy to go to school, I have no idea what i want from my life, I don't have a clue if I ever did the right thing, because I have no idea what is the right thing. I have been in a relationship for two years. For some of you that might seems like a lot, but for some it might even hear funny. But I honestly feel like there is so many things I want to do with that boy, but on the other side, I feel like we are together for 20 years. We have been together for so many days that seeing each other is not a big deal anymore. You know I don't love anyone that much, that deeply, that true than him. I kinda just feel like the time is going to come when everything will be completely different. And I know changes can be great. But maybe they aren't.
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nedelja, 27. julij 2014

ARE YOU EVER SAD FOR NO REASON?

nedelja, 27. julij 2014

ARE YOU EVER SAD FOR NO REASON?

Sometimes I wonder if everyone feel sad sometimes for no reason. If I could describe the feeling I'd say that you feel like you are missing someone, but don't know who or you have this feeling that something has been taken away from you, and yet you can't figure out what. I had troubles with that for some time now. I honestly couldn't fall asleep feeling happy. I was always sad in the nights and evenings, trying to figure out why. But I couldn't figure it out for myself. So what did I do, you ask. I googled it. And all I could read was "You Are Depressed" and "Sounds like depression". But I had depression some time ago, I know how it is like with me. I know exactly that this could not be it. I know that this is something else. I feel like this has something to do with the fact that I am not doing what I usually do, or I am not proud of my work. Maybe I even lost that thing that was pushing me to do stuff I enjoy doing.

I don't have that big inspiration that I used to had. I am a huge How I Met Your Mother fan. Me and Jan are having the big marathon just this week and some stuff that Ted said really made me think a lot. 


Maybe I am in that state. Maybe I believe less in acting, in friends, in family and that stuff.  And the problem is that, as Ted, I am also the one who dreams the hardest. The one optimistic kid that always inspire others. And because I am not doing what I planed to do this vacations, I am basically a wreck. 

You know I planed all this stuff I am going to film, all this places I am going to see, the big blogging projects I will do.. And I didn't do anything as I planed. It feels like I am having a block in my head. 

Anja always inspired me to do crazy awesome stuff, and now that I don't get to see her, everything seems wrong. 

I had this really good filing about that movie that I was talking about previously and it turned out as a complete disaster. I should tell you really quickly. This one guy hired me to be in his movie and he promised all great stuff and everything, but then it turned out he only wanted to use me. You know he wanted to be with me. He literally made a film to screew me (god, that sounds awful, but thats the nicest I can explain). And when I heard that (basically he told me with no shame), I lost this hope to spend this summer awesome. I blocked him, and I felt really stupid. I already filmed songs for him and I spend so much time on this dude, for nothing. And even more crazy part is that nobody will stop him. I have no idea what to do. Because he was my boss. That shouldn't be happening. 


On the happier note I am finally going on some real vacations to Italy with Jan for one week, and I am so super excited. And I am going to vlog it, because I need to start somewhere and thats a proper start for coming back on youtube. 


I am sorry for a bit sad blogs and all, but I need to let some stuff out. You will get the next one very cheerful and optimistic, I promise. 

Love, Eva




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ponedeljek, 21. julij 2014

BEFORE YOU I WAS FINE

ponedeljek, 21. julij 2014

BEFORE YOU I WAS FINE

Isn't that crazy. You met someone. You become friends. You become really close. You become best friends. You become inseparable. And then its over just like that. In a day or in a second. You dont even realize it when you loose someone. And at first you are sad. You cry yourself to sleep. And you are thinking why does every moment have to be so hard. Then you realize that if you were actually friends like that, this wouldn't happen. And then you start looking for options how to become friends again. And you do crazy stuff. You start posting ''attention'' stuff online. You start texting awkward stuff. You try to say you are sorry. You do everything, but literally N O T H I N G helps. And then you see it.

BEFORE YOU I WAS FINE. I WAS FINE BUT NOW I AM FUCKING PATHETIC!
And everything changes.


It's so weird. Everything is so weird. But why? Why do we seek for others, when others don't even seek for us. I don't understand why some people just forget about us, like all the years didn't even happen. Like we don't even like each other anymore. As we were someone else. But my inspiration for this post wasn't to be a whining pussy. It was actually to wrote down how to get better. Because I think that this is one of the hardest things in life. Letting someone go, being happy again. And I am the worst at this stuff. Honestly, when I attach to someone I stick to them, and never let go. Like I did that with Jan. I always stick to him like I am his personal mosquito, his little bloodsucker. Because I love him, you know. I have no idea how crazy it may sounds to you, but nobody fits together better than us two. And I stick to that, because I am happy with him. Always. But thats not the point. The point is, that until you move on in your head, nothing will change. Everyone reacts on things differently, and I have no idea how do you react. Maybe you cry, maybe you eat a lot, maybe you're very angry or maybe you push it deep inside and never talk about it again or maybe all that and more. But here are some tips on how to get better.

When I was sad, when I had troubles with Jan, I called my best friends and they helped so much, they kept talking to me, solving problems with me and they basically kept me busy. They were the best possible. The best support you can get. So don't be afraid and call them. They will cry with you and make you laugh, so it will make you feel a lot better. And if they call you, do that for them as well.

Go to the store. It will keep you very entertain and busy and who on earth doesn't like chocolate ice cream and coffee. You can buy all that and have fun preparing it.

Do what you do best. If you like playing sports, maybe traveling, reading, whatever you like, just do it. Have fun. Don't forget about yourself in hard times. You are important. So do whatever makes you happy.

Surround yourself with people you love. With people who make you happy. People who are glad to be there with you in sad times and help you with a smile on their face. That could be your friends, that could be your family even.

Start writing. I know this is not for everybody. But to me it helps a lot. You can start a blog (but don't be harsh on people, don't use it to be mean to the ones that hurt you) or you can just get yourself a notebook and a pen. It will make everything better. Sometimes people are sad just because they can't express themselves, maybe because they don't even know how they feel. And writing that down makes it easier to understand and actually helps you fix it.

When you are ready, delete photos, remove everything that could remind you of that person. You can put it in a box, you don't have to throw it away. Just get it off for the time you are sad, because if you have it, it will just make you want that person back. It will make you miss them more. And you wanna get over them, not get them back, right? RIGHT?!!!

You need to understand that I know that you maybe love him or her, that you wanna be with that person, but if its not right... what can you do? Everything will be alright, so baby get some sleep tonight. Everyday it gets easier. I am sorry but I can't help you if you have sleeping problems. But to me it helped watching some funny stuff of my computer or youtube and then just go to sleep. Turn off the lights and make yourself fall asleep.

Very important. Remove all the sad songs from your iPod, iPad, computer, phone or whatever you are using. It is NOT gonna help if you will stay inside and listen to your ''together'' songs. You even need to delete sad whining movies. Are we clear?

Oh right, PETS. They are the best doctors for broken hearts ever. If your fluffy dog or baby turtle or whatever you have won't make you happy, nothing will. I am sorry if you don't have pets, I mean its a miracle that you survived without them anyway, so... yeah *awkward*.

I hope that you can use something helpful for yourself. If not, I am sorry, I tried. Don't worry, everything will be alright. If its not right now, it will be very soon. I promise.
Love, Eva


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petek, 04. julij 2014

SUMMER SONGS

sobota, 21. junij 2014

FOCUSING ON ACTING

sobota, 21. junij 2014

FOCUSING ON ACTING

Summer is right here and I decided to keep myself busy. As you might know already I am dreaming to become an actress. And currently I am really excited to tell you about my projects this summer/autumn.
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JOŠT
I got a chance to play one of the ''big roles'' in a project called Jošt. I am working with this young group of people. And we are creating a youtube series about this boy called Jošt. It is fun, because we get along well, and is also challenging, because of our roles. Like I mean characteristics. I play a caracter that is not similar to my personality at all, and thats fun. I am working with this group here:

























SHORT MOVIE
I am also gonna star in this short romantic comedy movie. This is even more challenging role for me to play, but you will see, I am not gonna tell. I will probably include my dog in it as well, I am even more excited for that haha. I am also gonna create a new blog for this particular movie. The link will be in my next blog post, so you will all go check it out.

PHOTOSHOOT with Tinkara
Tinkara stayed at mines for a few days and we had so much un with taking pictures in fields and at night and stuff like that. I am not gonna show you much just one picture, that I liked. I hope she won't kill me for posting this, but I like it a looooot.


























Now this is just a quick two projects shortly described that I am working on with all this amazing people. I have this amazing opportunity to learn so much about what I love, and I am very grateful for it.

love, Eva
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četrtek, 08. maj 2014

THERES SUNSHINE AFTER RAIN

četrtek, 08. maj 2014

THERES SUNSHINE AFTER RAIN

I will start this blog with a post about lyrics of this song.


I got life, I got love,
I got faith and that's enough,
we feel sorrow, we feel pain,
But theres sunshine after rain,
So, I am alright.

I am feeling really happy for having as great friends, as this. I mean they are absolutely fabulous and awesome, like my second parents haha. Fila is my dad, Mel is my mom, David is my uncle, Pina is my protective brother and Anja is my new boyfriend haha. Who could possibly imagine a better family?! who could possibly be happier than me. I love my life and the people in it.

I am not giving up on life, I promise you. SO, there are some important steps for me and plans for my better life.

1. my future grades:
FIZ 3
ANG 3
ZGO 3
KEM 3
ITA 2
GEO 3
MAT 2
FIL 5
BIO 3

2. I am gonna blog more and do more videos.

3. I will eat more healthy food and drink more water.

4. I am gonna be a god damn actress

5. I will go to AGRFT no matter what it takes, I will do my best.

6. I am gonna marry someone abroad and move there in like 5 years.

7. I will erase people who only mess with me and not take me for who I am.

8. I am gonna study so much more and I will have better grades than Mel haha.

9. I am gonna take the best care for my Thor and Rosie.

10. I am gonna do stuff I love in my free time.

11. I am gonna do more photography.

12. I am gonna be a terminator (by Fila) HAHA.

13. I am gonna hang out with my friends.

14. I am gonna get a driving licence.

15. I am gonna save money, now that I can.


Today I realised I am really good on my own, I am great. I have everything I ever wanted and I don't need people stoping me anyhow. I will never give it up. The finest things in life came to me for free. I am a really amazing girl, and whoever is gonna leave me is the biggest unfortunate for him, because no other girl is like me. Thats all. But boys I am free, come and get me. hihi, kidding.

love, Eva 
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nedelja, 04. maj 2014

MEET MY ROSIE

nedelja, 04. maj 2014

MEET MY ROSIE


This lovely lady is my new best friend. She is only a baby, but she is the nicest turtle in the world. She is a greek turtle and she loves taking baths. I named her Julie Rosie. She is from Slovenia, and she has now a big family and lovely friend Thor. 
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petek, 02. maj 2014

WHAT?!

petek, 02. maj 2014

WHAT?!



I felt like I am missing something, I felt like I was missing life. But the honest fact is that I am going to be 18 in few days and  I have my life all sorted out. I have a crazy boy, crazy friend, crazy life we could say, but yet I felt like I was missing out. Before I was a life of every party, I was crazy, but now I am not anymore, I rather sit home and do a blog haha, yes its true. I felt like I wanted to be something I am not. Maybe I wanted to be a party girl, because you forget about stuff for some time, but I realised that in the morning I always woke up sober and back with my problems, probably bigger.

I had this regrets in life, this boy I always wanted to return to, as friends, but I realised that I dont really need him, I dont even want him anymore. I thought that he was the only one who was listening to me and who could save me. But I think that Jan is doing that job better than anyone. Somehow this feeling still wont go away, I am still not happy. I still seek for crazy stuff. Its probably the way I am, and everytime Jan tries to pull me away from it, I start to feel like he is just trying to pull me away from the real me. But then in the moment I realise that thats not real me. You see I am in between being a good and a bad girl. Sometime I wake up the way that even devil says ''shit, shes up'' and sometimes I am like today I am gonna be productive and I ran doing some lists about my plans. Its confusing. But its the way I am. Nobody can change me. I want to be at least happy with the way I am, but somehow I feel like Jan is keeping that away from me. But I know he means good. The best actually. If anything would happen to me again he would probably break down.

On the other note, I want to be the greatest actress. I want to travel the world. I mean if I could just move away, that would be cool. If I could forget the past here and move on the other side of earth, that would make my life worth everything. I would be happy. But instead I am stuck in a place I dont even belong. And I cant do anything about it. Jan said I need to wait. But another day here is slowly killing me. Its hard, because I always think for myself that IF YOU DONT LIKE IT SOMEWHERE, JUST MOVE. Its not that hard, as everyone is saying it is. Otherwise nobody would do it. I mean look at my best friend, she moved in Australia and shes is happier than here.  I think she is so brave. She is actually gonna do something for her. She is going to be great. And look at me I could still become actress when I will be 90, right? I want to do it now, because I know I can. I can be great. Just nobody would let me go, do crazy stuff. I mean everyone is keeping me here. I started to believe that I was a failure, that I cant do it. But I know that If i get that one chance, I can. I will show them. I am that kind of a person, I long for it so much.

Because being an actress here, in Slovenia isnt enough for me. I wanna be so much more, and they dont get it.
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nedelja, 27. april 2014

TV SERIES I LOVE

nedelja, 27. april 2014

TV SERIES I LOVE

GAME OF THRONES


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
MISFITS
 
HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER
 
SKINS
 
AWKWARD
 
AMERICAN HORROR STORY
 
GOSSIP GIRL
 
TEEN WOLF
 
NEW GIRL
 

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četrtek, 17. april 2014

PURPLE WEDDING

četrtek, 17. april 2014

PURPLE WEDDING

"You know nothing, Jon Snow!"

Lets talk about my favourite part - The purple wedding. I think Jack Gleeson is amazing. No one could play Joffrey better, I mean he made us all hate Joffrey, isnt that the point. I would say that nobody should hate Jack, but feel free to hate Joffrey with your whole heart. How can you hate this kid?!
The only thing I am gonna miss is this boy whos insanely talented, but Joffrey must die, All men must die. Finally one of the Lannisters haha, cuz almost every Stark is dead. But the PURPLE WEDDING?! cmooon guys. It was the biggest surprise ever, even through I already knew he will die (damn you spoilers) it was spectacular, and it even ended so annoyingly, I mean I LOVE TYRION! I have a feeling that this season is going to be sad for the rest of awesome caracters.
DEAR GEORGE PLEASE LEAVE:
Arya,
Tyrion,
Dani,
Jamie,
Briene,
The hound,
and Sansa
ALONE PLEASE!
Note to all new fans: IF YOU MARRY IN WESTEROS YOU DIE.
This is a really short post, but I dont have much time, my Infa class is almost over, praise Arya!
xEx
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sobota, 22. marec 2014

#100HappyDays

sobota, 22. marec 2014

#100HappyDays

My best friend Anja told me about this project. She said that everyday you must post a picture (on your facebook or instagram or blog or...) about a thing that made you happy. For example if it was an event, a friend, a cake.. you take a picture of it and post it. And it works, it really makes you happy.
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Imagine having a book that is written with all your favourite moments for the past 100 days. Thats what we are trying to do now. It would be like the coolest thing. Its good for me to have happy projects, because lately I have been looking for that one happy thing, that would stop me being a little bit moody. Now that Allison is dead (haha, yes I know I am obsessed with caracters from teen wolf) I have no idea how am I supposed to survive this couple of months waiting for new season. And since I am watching Game of Thrones I must say it doesnt help with me being happy. I mean, its very interesting and all, but cmoon I am watching the part when they cut Theons fingers and you know that sceene, it involves Jamie and his hand.. yeah.
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I am not sure I was going in the right direction with this blog haha, so yeah this is a perfect thing for me. Because I always thought that you decide to be happy.

Yesterdays picture ;)
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torek, 18. marec 2014

BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE

torek, 18. marec 2014

BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE

BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE.
Right from the PAST and up to the PRESENT, they are MISUNDERSTOOD and even being HATED. They are LOST, ALONE. They LOSE people they care about. They are HURT, SCARED. They are ON THE RUN, but the worst thing that can happen to good people is losing THEMSELVES. But if youre going through hell, KEEP GOING.
This blog is based on stories.
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"I'm fine, aside from the not sleeping, the jumpiness, the constant overwhelming crushing fear that something terrible is about to happen."
I was thinking about it quite a lot, and all I could think of was that poor man needs help, and he needs it now. And nobody helped that poor boy. How do you help people, if you're not able to even pull yourself together that much to feel anything good for yourself. I think that everyone is sad sometimes, but if youre able to help, just a little, there shuldnt be anything stoppppping you.
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I asked once this girl how is she.. and she looked at me with that fake smile and said
"physically or emotionally?"
And I started wondering.. Is there anyone. But theres no one here. Nobody cares. Nobody cares if you drive expensive cars, if youre wearing designer clothes, if you are a very nice person, very caring, smart. NOBODY CARES.
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I have been through breakups, they can be bad, especially if youre in a very unhappy relationship. I broke up with that one very sad boy and he said to me:
"well lucky for me, cuz' I dont have anyone. Please you cant do this to me, please!"
How do you react to such sad words? What do you actually do? I always thought I was strong, a little bit hearless when it comes to that, because I make myself heartless, I decide not to care, but then in the night I cant sleep, not because I think about him, but because I cant and dont want to understand that life can be so sad for someone. Because of that I blog, I cant sleep, when I can sleep I have nightmares, I panic, I watch Effy, I am sad for no reason, I am mad all the time..
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When I was in the hospital, I had this one thing in my head. It was why me? I need to run, as soon as there is going to be a chance I will run and never stop. I will always be running. They kept asking me how I feel and I always said okay, but how do you lose that feeling of darkness in your head, that fear of events, days, people, night, doors, loosing, death... I guess I was lucky to survive, at least they said that to me. But all I could felt was I cant live like this. Everyone is always talking how to be brave, to not let the water in, that its about survival, but nobody ever explain it to you how to forget and forgive. I cant forget, neither forgive. I cant, its not possible. YES, there is a day that I cant feel it and I cant even remember it, but after all this time, I still think about it too much, trying to remember the blur, trying to forgive, but its not possible. How is that possible, to forget something. There is no hope for me, I will never stop trying to escape from here, because thats is my only chance to start again, to delete my memory in my head about that sad boy.
This girl onced said to me (trying to be mean) BE CAREFUL, YOU DONT WANT TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AGAIN, RIGHT haha? I dont hate her, but I am not a big fan of hers, but I would never wish that would happen to her, never. This isn's funny at all.
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I thought this was going to be a happy post for today, I planed it happy, but I cant stop thinking about it. I hope youre not in a bad mood now, because remember
IF YOURE GOING THROUGH HELL, KEEP GOING!
if you want me to write more, tell me.
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četrtek, 27. februar 2014

I WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED

četrtek, 27. februar 2014

I WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED

I just got a new phone. Here is a picture for you.


Right now me and Anja are in class, bored the most. She is searching for hotels and hostels and places to stay in Reykjavik, Iceland. She found an appartment full of washing machines. I havent really discuss that here, but for a new year in 2015/16 we are going to Iceland. The whole point is to see northern lights and have fun. Its really exciting. Anja is currently buisy with her phone. Probably shes just texting Pina Maja. Shes just having spanish lessons and shes watching a cartoon. Very hard working in our school as you can see.

Did you know that me and Anja have something for gingers. We always start laughing when we see one and stare at eachother and them. Just a random fact for you stalkers haha :)

Anyway, I wanted to say... OH yeah. I started watching GAME OF THRONES.


I got a thing for ARYA, well.. who doesnt?! Sansa and Joffrey really pisses me off a lot. Especially that little boy. I just wanna go there and kill him myself. #NoLife #ScreewJoffrey #TeamArya

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My lesson is soon going to end, so I must say goodbye now:*

x E x

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ponedeljek, 03. februar 2014

ASK ME

ponedeljek, 03. februar 2014

ASK ME

WHY DONT YOU POST MORE VIDS?
I am really busy with school and friends and I am trying hard to do it, but somehow I dont think I can handle more than one in two weeks haha I am a lazyass. But school and friends and family comes first. Then is youtube.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
I am writting a blog, what about you? :)

CAN YOU DO A BLOG ABOUT SMOKING?
Well, I dont know what to say about it, because I dont smoke. But maybe someday I will. Dont loose hope on me. I am a very supriseable (my word) person.

WHICH CITIES WOULD YOU LIKE TO VIST?
Dublin, every city in Australia, London, Reykyavik, Genova, Dubai...

HAIR TUTORIAL PLEASE!
well, I must say that I will actually do a room tour with my bestie Terezija next week. So maybe hair tutorial is coming after all that haha ^^ be patient.

WHAT MAKES SOMEONE ATTRACTIVE?
Currrly hair, freckles, brown eyes

YOU NEVER LOVED ANYONE, WHY WOULD YOU LOVE YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND THEN?
You dont know whats love, untill it shoot you right in the heart. And he is not my ''new'' boyfriend. We've been together for 17 months now. Haters gonna hate. And for your pleasure I will just tell you that I dont need anyone who doesnt need me.

enough for today xx bye
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ITS SO BEAUTIFUL IN SLOVENIA

ITS SO BEAUTIFUL IN SLOVENIA

75% of schools were closhed today, because of too much ice and snow. So some roads are closed, some towns dont even have electricity. But it is so beautiful outside, I just needed to take my Canon outside for a walk with Thor. Here is what happend ♡












(CREEPY DOG)




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sreda, 15. januar 2014

THINGS I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT

sreda, 15. januar 2014

THINGS I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT

1. FRIENDS
there is no way I could live without them. They are so important to me, its insane. I have so many friends and I am gratefull for that the most. ^^
2. CARTOONS
just cartoons.
3. THOR AND ZOELLA
Whenever i am sad they are always there for me, and they are both so adorable and fluffy and they made my life the best. If there wasnt for them, I just dont know how I would manage to do everything the way I do it. Really! They make me smile, especially Thor. :)
4. FAMILY
Yeah, it is cheesy and classy, but my mom is the best mom in the planet. She is the most understandable and loveable person I met. And so is the rest of my family.
5. NUTELLA, ICE CREAM, GREEN TEA, COFFE and the rest of awesome food.
No comment needed!
6. SUMMER
Its that time of the year that is perfect for allowing us to be wild and yound and free. Thats why I love it. And I also love it because we dont have school at that time haha
7. MOVIES, SERIES, YT
You already know that I am a movie freak, I know everything and everyone. And I am obsessed with series and of course youtube, because without it, I wouldnt be such a movie freak.
8. CANON
The most happy aparature I have haha. I know its not the best or the coolest but it means a world to me and I am so happy when i take pictures.
9. SCHOOL
Yes I still hate you, but I couldnt live without you, cuz I have so many friends there and I want to be educated one day haha
10. BLOGGER
because no matter how awfull or great day I have, I can always feel great when I type.
11. WE ♡ IT
Pictures, pictures, pictures
12. PEOPLE I LOOK UP TO
I would be completely different if i would never knew who is Robert Sheehan, or Kaya Scodelario, or Chloe Grace Moretz, every one I admire.
There are probably even more, but these are the ones that poped in my head right away.
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