ponedeljek, 09. februar 2015

I GOT TO TELL YOU WHAT'S THE STATE I AM IN

Well, the truth is I miss you.

I never realised that I am going to write this down, because I change my opinion on this so many times, I startet to doubt I will ever understand how I feel. And yes, I miss you, even if I hate you at the same time. I miss walking and talking and messing around. And I miss having fun, because hating you takes too much of my energy, which I don't have. We were great and we were horrible, and I am glad I am not a part of it anymore, but I can honestly say that I think about it. Not about changing it, but thinking how it was. When the truth is that I do miss it, but missing something could be defined on so many ways and I would define it as I miss you being there everyday for me. I loved it. So, I will take the opportunity and actually thank you, because if it wasn't for you, I would never learn how to be strong for myself, amd I would never learn how it feels to be alone and feel good about it. Thank you.

Love, Eva

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