nedelja, 22. marec 2015

ECLIPSE

nedelja, 22. marec 2015

ECLIPSE

Hello everybody & welcome back on my blog!

I just wanted to share this amazing thing, that I am sure you heard of it like million times today, but I find it very interesting & PRETTY, so let me just say that the eclipse was amazing. I think that it is one of the most amazing things I've ever seen. And my schoolmate said that the next eclipse is going to be in 2026, so it became my life goal that I will go to a plane, maybe to space (you know, I imagine that in 11 years we will be able to space travel) & and i will buy the amazing glasses and will totally go see it from the sky. I am so excited. I can't even!!

I mean look at this picture guys!


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petek, 20. marec 2015

YUMMY PICTURES

petek, 20. marec 2015

YUMMY PICTURES







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sreda, 18. marec 2015

TO DIE FOR

sreda, 18. marec 2015

TO DIE FOR

I don't know what to say. All I am really trying to do here is tell you that I really try to tell you some amazing stuff and make at least one of you happy or feeling inspired and I feel like I let you down recently. I dont have any nice things to say about my life or my life in general. I am working on changing that, but I just need someone who's going to tell me what to do and wont judge me. The last thing I need is judgmental people, who don't have a single clue of how being me really is. I miss having all the time in the world and the last couple of weeks were really productive and great.

I am going to see my doctor on Monday probably, because I have problems with my blood. I need to fix my allergies as well and I will probably change the doctor, because I don't live in Mengeš. And as much as I really love Mengeš, I hate it at the same time. I think that I love the city, because its my hometown, but I am always looking all around in case if I see someone & I guarantee you I would run back to Šiška if I saw him haha. I am acting like a child, but my life goal is not to ever see him haha. Its funny that even I find it stupid. Anyway, I will have to finish this blog for today, because I am soon going home from school. BYE :* ⭐️
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torek, 17. marec 2015

I NEED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT

torek, 17. marec 2015

I NEED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT

Hello everybody & welcome back to my blog!

I wanted to ask you maybe the simplest question, but to some of you it could even be the hardest.
IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW WOULD IT BE TO A "where" OR TO A "who"?

I think we live in a world full of regrets & thats a shame. I know I have regrets sometimes. Sometimes to have guts and just do a certain thing means the biggest fear for all of us, but it could turn out to be really amazing. If you ask me the best ideas are the crazy ones. So, if you really want to move away, JUST DO IT and if you need to ask your crush out, DON'T STOP. You can get so much just out of a simple move. I say be confident and be yourself. 

My answer to my own question would be definitely to a who, despite the fact that I really want to move to UK.

⭐️GREAT NEWS EVERYBODY!⭐️
I just got my letter from Google about my first paycheck. That is a huge news for someone like me
#party


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ponedeljek, 16. marec 2015

NOT SO SUNNY MONDAY EITHER

ponedeljek, 16. marec 2015

NOT SO SUNNY MONDAY EITHER

Anja is here being a bitch. She is complaining why aren't there any pictures on my blog, basically pain in the ass, as usual. And PinaMaja is supporting this madness. Anyway I was going to talk about how much I hate school, which doesn't include the fact that I am super excited to go to Uni, but in general I hate Gimnazija Moste, it's a stupid school. People pretend to care about you, but then they just proove you that they dont give a single 💩 about you. Its kind of a complex relationship between students and professors. I don't know about your country, but in our is surely a pooped up system. We have free school and free Uni's. Basically everything is for free, even food, but teachers are just crazy in highschool. I think that they let you be more independent when you go to college. Or at least they don't care about you, you're more of a number.

Can we just talk about what is happening in Pakistan. Vatikan has officially allowed force to settle down what is happening to other-religious people. What must people think to kill so many people I wonder. I don't think I dare to write about that stuff, I just might get killed for it. 

Its stupid that I can't really publish my honest opinion.


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nedelja, 15. marec 2015

NOT SO SUNNY SUNDAY

nedelja, 15. marec 2015

NOT SO SUNNY SUNDAY

Hello everybody & welcome back on my blog!

Today I sat down to just have a quick chat with you. I dont know about 'quick', because I have quite a few stuff to tell you. Some are pretty cool, but the first one we NEED to discuss is definitely not pleasant.

BLINK 182
I hope you already know that they broke up few weeks ago, otherwise I am terribly sorry if I just ruined your life. I was not ready to tell you all about it, because I was confused and I didnt know what really happened to it, but to be true this was such a devastating and heartbreaking for me since I grow up listening to them. And they got back together in 2009 after five years and basically that was the happiest thing that they reunited. And since they broke up once again, all I could think was WHAT THE HELL TOM DID THIS TIME?! And you can't really blame me for thinking that, since he caused this again. Tom was or is my favorite, because of his unique voice (not that I dont like Mark and Travis), it's just that he's a dickhead (sorry for my bad language). It is true that their new album was just not the same, but I didn't mind the change, as long as they are together and make music. Now after so much time waiting for new stuff, I am just sad and pissed off. I love Blink & I always will. I think that the fact that Tom went out to do non-musical stuff for himself and NOW HE HAS A NEW SOLO SONG OUT I..mean what the fuck? I mean its okay, song is good.. but think about it... That could literally be one of the many Blink 182 songs. I cant really talk with anybody about it, so I am sorry if I use bad words, but I have tried to hold my s**t together. Sorry. 
#Staytogetherforthekids

NEET ALLERT
If you ask my friends I am kind of a neet person, I love my room to be so-so clean, but if you ask Jan or my mom, they will tell you that my room is messy. I mean what is the matter with this parents, that no matter what, they still see rooms dirty. I admit I have quite a few stuff, but they are well organized and in their place. If I have many clothes, its not my problem that I need a big wardrobe and many draws for school and stuff, OKAY?! I also have a thing for not throwing away things that means a lot to me. That is understandable. So, just leave me and my room alone.

PROM PROBS
Me and my dad never had a nice relationship. I never had a father-daughter relationship with anybody, so I decide I will not invite him to my matura prom. Here in Slovenia our parents has to come to our prom, yes I know, dont even try to mention the stupidity of it. But, I decided that since my dad doesn't even know to which grade I am going or what college I picked up or even that I am going to college.. he is not going. I invited my boyfriend, mom, her husband and my sister Ana (other siblings are too young to come). I know that this should not bother me, but it bothers me A LOT. Basically I am not sure what is one bad thing that could happen, but I am scared that with that decision I will hurt someone. I am 100% sure that it is the right decision for sure. 

I DISCOVERED THE POWER OR ROCK & PUNK AGAIN
As I grow up I listened a lot of Rock, Rap and Punk. I love it, I never felt happier than I do now. It feels like I don't care about anything when I listen to it but in the same time I care about how I feel when I listen to certain song. I know, I complicated this again, but I have more time for myself, I feel better, I am happier and I have better ideas and it makes me more productive and creative. While I am talking to you I have Love Is Dangerous on, so you can imagine the great era here. I am turning into Payton from One Tree Hill haha. There were some pretty sick songs and it made me remember how it is like being the old me. Thanks Payton. Basically I listen to Blink 182, The pretty reckless, Linkin Park, AVA and related.. I realised that The pretty reckless made a few great songs while I forgot they even exists. They have quite heavy music, but they have quite a few sick songs. You should totally check little Jenny out haha ;) #StillRememberingGG

Okay, talk to you tomorrow ✌️

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sreda, 11. marec 2015

I DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I DOING

sreda, 11. marec 2015

I DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I DOING

Yesterday was our 2years and a half anniversary. We went out for a cake to Zvezda and it was lovely, just wanted to share that with you. Haha, in my head it sounded important. Anyway, I couldn't write a single word yesterday because of time lacking. I feel like I started writing things for myself again, and I stopped publishing my deep posts, which has to stop haha. A lot of people are asking me why am I not posting daily anymore, and I am like... but I do. For me it's the same if I write and don't publish it, and I guess it's not the same for you. What a deep theory I got there, right haha. Anyway, to the point.. oh right.. I haven't planned this as being one of those important posts, so I didnt really prepared anything. You will just have to deal with the fact that I am having my English lesson in 5 minutes and I don't have much time for you, Sorry haha. This feels like one of those couples fights and issues now, Okay, talk to you guys later or maybe even tomorrow (I have History exam tomorrow, so I have to study today) 😘
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petek, 06. marec 2015

RISE FIRE PURE

petek, 06. marec 2015

RISE FIRE PURE

I am sure you all watched it, because it is nothing new out there. What, it came out like in 2013? I saw each episode in the exact date when it came out, but I don't remember blogging about it, which is kinda weird, since this is my area. I watched Skins million times and I know everything that is to know about it.


So, to begin with, lets talk about Cassie's part. I liked the plot actually, all about the story behind the camera really impressed me. But I must admit that as soon as the part, when she came home started, it became boring for me. I loved that little boy behind the camera. Not at first of course. At first he seemed creepy and a bit crazy. But the way he loved her was hard to understand for me. Because lets be hones, I don't really get that pure love. I know that two people can fall in love with each other and all that romantic stuff, but purity is something else. Its to die for.

My favourite Effy part was brilliant. It was really good. We all knew Effy was a complex character and we knew that its not going to end up well for her, but actually if you think differently, it actually did. You know that Effy smile, it means you don't know me at all and you never will. I miss Ef the most. But lets talk about Naomily. I love Naomi and Emily together, I am so happy that they got to stay for another (last) season. They actually broke my heart with Naomi. Because  she is such a strong character and I never expected such a horrible ending for her. OMG what about Dom. I love him. I think he is the sweetest thing that happened to Skins. 

"One thing I’ve learnt is that you should never look back, the past is dead and buried, you get nothing from living there, it’s all about today. but I’ve been having these dreams, in them nothing is real, nothing is solid; everything is fantasy, fucked. An illusion. In these dreams I’m a life that’s already gone by. Today means nothing, today is just a ghost that’s haunting me. I’m at the end of the world on the edge of things and I think about letting go. I think about falling. My name is James Cook, I did something once and my ghost won’t let me forget it. “

Cook. So not expected. I guess time really changes everyone. From a fuck everything personality I would have never expected this emotions and feelings from him. To admit it, I love Emma. Haha, I know, I am probably the only one, but Emma is so much realistic than Charlie. That is only my opinion, don't get mad. But I honestly think that Emma is so much more sweet and funny and cute. And that's how Skins should of ended, bravo.

You think you know death, but you don’t, not until you’ve seen it, really seen it. Then it gets under your skin and it lives inside you. You also think you know life, you stand on the edge of things and watch it go by but you’re not living it, not really. You’re just a tourist, a ghost, then you see it, really see it. Then it gets under your skin and lives inside you and there’s no escape. There’s nothing to be done and you know what, it’s good. It’s a good thing and that’s all I have to say about it.
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sreda, 04. marec 2015

WATCH OUT

sreda, 04. marec 2015

WATCH OUT

Today is, miraculously, not my day either. It is the flu, I guess. I am not allowed to leave this bed and I dont have many people, who wants to spend much time at my house or at the phone. I mean, that sounds desperate but I am a compirl (yup, I just made a new word), which means I am a companion chick. I love people and when I feel alone I dont work, you see. It is like I dont know how to make myself happy. I wish I could tell you something inspirational and something happy, but honestly March didn't start well, I am sorry.
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torek, 03. marec 2015

PITY PARTY

torek, 03. marec 2015

PITY PARTY

Today was a horrible day. Honestly, I haven't write here for quite a long time mostly because I am not in a nice place. I am sick, I got flu. Maybe it's the fever talking, but I knew this was not going to be a good day. Today I felt like laying in bed (which I actually had to) and watch something depressing. You know, I can take one bad day in a year for myself. I can have one bad day for all the bed memories to remember. And I figured if I am so desperate for a pity party I must grabe it and then stop feeling sorry for myself for at least another year. Bad people come and go, the point are people who are here right now. Now let me go to sleep, because my amazing boyfriend is waiting to put me to bed. 💛
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