ponedeljek, 29. avgust 2016

I AM FIREPROOF

ponedeljek, 29. avgust 2016

I AM FIREPROOF

Nothing breaks my heart. It's just the way I am.


I know that I may not the be the best thing for you right now and thats okay. I am the best version of me that I can currently be. I am trying my best and I've realised that being less for you means being more for myself and that's important because I am the only thing that I have left. When people leave they take everything that was built in the moments together, days, weeks, months, years together, they take it all away with them. All you are stuck with are memories and the only thing you are able to feel about those memories are how good did it feel. But it wasn't just all sunshine, you are just unable to see that when you miss somebody. And because in the last couple of months I have really went through this good phase in my life, I started to realise how much am I really worth and important. I gave everything I had for one person, who left when he was feeling dull and I lost more than you could ever imagine. I lost myself, so the only right thing to do was to build myself back up again and never do the same mistakes. Lesson learned. Today, I am a whole new person, unrecognisable. And I wanted to share how I changed and what really helped me find myself again and not feel sad all the time.

1.
Finding an interest again in things I loved before I was in a relationship. That is very important and very hard, because when you get through hard times, you don't really want to be happy and I managed to find my old interest after a few months, but I did it.

2.
Admit it that you need help. Admit that you are hurt. Not everybody can do it. If you aren't able to feel better, just admit it to yourself and go to the doctor and find help, because that is nothing to be ashamed for. If you break your leg it won't help you if you try and suck it up and act like nothing is wrong. Same goes for heart.

3.
Mark one thing: YOU CAN'T GET FIXED BY THE SAME PERSON WHO BROKE YOU. That was super hard for me to understand because in the moment, all I felt was how everything would be okay if he would just come back. No it wouldn't.

4.
The hardest part for me was to not be attached to things and photos and memories and clothes that reminded me of him. I deleted his pictures only a few weeks ago, because before I just couldn't do it. It hurt too much to just delete 3 years of my life. And then after 9 months, it felt right, because I got fixed.

5.
I always say how you should just delete all the songs that remind you of that person, but here I was wrong. I didn't delete them, I even increased the amount of listening to them, but then when it started to feel a little better, I got bored of listening to songs that remind me of him. And thats a good sign.

6.
When somebody tries to come into your life, it is okay if you say that you aren't ready. Honestly, I don't let anybody in and I back off if somebody mentions or even shows feelings and affections towards me. I got more careful and I don't just trust everybody like I did. It's not that I lost faith or anything, I just got so broken that I never want to feel it again and I am more careful about my emotions.

7.
There are a few movies that are in my head constantly when I think about how to feel better. And if you are going through a hard time, maybe you could watch them to feel a little better. First one is A Long Way Down and the second one is Jeux D'enfants (Love Me If You Dare).

8.
Let others help you. Recently I met somebody who does not ask questions about my past, who doesn't want to know about it and we just ramble on and on about life and that makes me incredibly happy. It helps me in a way to really see how people can treat you nicely. I used to think I didn't deserve it - to be treated nice and now I feel happy.

9.
That is a funny one, but if you ever feel like shit, just watch Game of Thrones, because Sansa can be your constant reminder how fucked up life you could have if you were her and you really should just be happy about your life and appreciate it more haha. Thats me.
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petek, 19. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 4 & 5

petek, 19. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 4 & 5









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sreda, 17. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 3

sreda, 17. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 3

Today was a super nice day, everything was perfect - the weather, people and vibe. Can't really complain.

In the morning we went to grab something to eat, and I ate a hot dog (yes, I broke my meat-free-because-of-rheuma-diet, sue me) because nothing really looked that good, only hot dog. We were talking and walking the whole way to the boat. So many people went on a boat, I was impressed. It was one of those whole day trips, where people plan your whole day. I was productive, I think. I filmed my legs, because you all know that it is what I like to do and I filmed jelly fish. That same jelly bitch fish burned Miloš later on, but I will get to that. We went to this cute mini island and we had many opportunities to make an actual great picture of seaside, but because I am me, I spend all of the time being impressed with boats and jelly bitches and all the beautiful places.

So, finally we arrived to Plava Špilja, which is a funny name, now that I think about it. Fun fact: I can't speak serbian or croatian or montenegrian (haha) because I am stupid, so tati just told me that Plava Špilja means Blue Cave. I know what word plava stands for, just not Špilja. Gosh, stop being so judgemental. I know how to speak 3 languages, I think that's enough for now. But having a superpower to speak all the languages in the world sounds awesome. Okay to go back to the point, this place is called blue cave, because when you swim in it, you look all blue. There is science behind it, that I still haven't figure out, but it looks beautiful. Later on we went to this famous beach and it was lovely. Food was awful tho, sorry. But I judge a place by its food haha I have my priorities straight. I actually ordered calamari, for the first time in my life, but I didn't like it. My mom said that they taste better than that, so I trust her and I am still open to try it out some other time, some other place. I stopped eating, btw. I know I said I ate hot dog and all those stuff but I couldn't eat it whole. I stop eating when I am nervous, and now I can officially say that I am nervous, and I just need to relax and everything will be super awesome.

My plan for tomorrow is to go to the highest mountain around here, to see some archaeology discoveries and make some awesome pictures of it. Plus, I need a good walk because my relationship with rheumatism is getting out of control. What do people say? You can only kill fire with fire.

Anyway, its midnight and I got home late, so expect pictures tomorrow :) Evs out.
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torek, 16. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 2

torek, 16. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 2

Why do people around me always go crazy? I am convinced that I am a magnet for fucked up guys. Maybe I don't want somebody dangerous, maybe I just want somebody who will treat me right. People always try to save me, but I don't need that. You can't fix me, because I am not broken, I don't need to be fixed, okay! I am me.

All my life I thought I deserve all the bad things that happened to me. I was so sure I deserve people who treat me bad, and I was sure I deserve to get fucked up... and now I can't even believe that people can really, honestly be so nice and I have thins feeling that I am not worth it, that I don't deserve it and it is holding me back. 

Have you ever seen that Lip and Karens scene? This is the scene I am talking about - THIS. That is me, that hurts me. I am vulnerable because I can't let anybody in. One day you find something in queen's bed and off you go. I am talking in riddles again, I know, I just can't put thoughts to words, because I am not okay. Why do people die or why do they get insane and hurt you? Why can't there just be happiness? All I want in life is for everybody to be happy and I never meant for any of this to happen. You don't understand, I have never felt this way as I do now.

I do not want to talk about my day and all I want is sleep. Here are two pictures of my day.

I met so many lovely people today, while with Thor. In Montenegro people are so impressed if you have a well behaved dog, its funny.

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ponedeljek, 15. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 1

ponedeljek, 15. avgust 2016

Montenegro: DAY 1

Because of technical difficulties I am sad to inform you that today I don't have pictures for you, but I can't put pictures from Eleanor (camera) to computer. Such a struggle, trust me, I am pissed off too.

But today was a great day. So many bad things happened, but somehow I am really happy. I saw Nala today after so many months and I dealt with it like an adult, so yeah, thats not my normal self. I kinda want to be home right now, but it is not the worst thing for me to be here. The decision was made - I am going to go out at least 3 times as long as I am here. Well, it wasn't really a decision, but Cap Ou Pas Cap, so there is no going back.

I have a new Jake Miller song for you. Here you go: OVERNIGHT

My day was kinda not that interesting because it involved a lot of packing and I bet you don't wanna know what I packed, so I am just gonna tell you that I am going on a road trip tomorrow and that I am actually taking Bobs with me, so I will be able to post pictures of makeupless Princess Lenny and adventures with her dog :)
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nedelja, 14. avgust 2016

I'VE SEEN IT ALL

nedelja, 14. avgust 2016

I'VE SEEN IT ALL

So, it is finally happening. I am packing for Montenegro. Well, I started packing. Right now I am blogging, but you know. In 7 hours I will be on my way there. I requested to make a stop in Dubrovnik, so we can actually see where Game of Thrones is filming. Haha, did I tell you that I auditioned for Game of Thrones? No? Well, now you know. Imagine me playing in GoT haha that would be something else.

I had quite a struggle with finding a babysitting for Daisy and Cami. I didn't want to just give them to someone who doesn't know anything about tortoises, but I had no choice in the end. My grandparents will get them for two weeks. I actually wrote a whole page on how to take care of tortoises, so yeah, I am crazy :) but you must know that my animals mean everything to me. I would be lost without them. We actually had to pay more than 200 € for my dog to come to Montenegro with me, so yeah complications.

I really wanted to put a playlist on my blog (of songs that I am currently listening to) but I didn't have the time, so you will have to wait for at least 2 weeks for me to make that happen. I'd give you my playlist, but I actually use a fake account for music and that would be weird. I actually have a secret. Well, now it won't be a secret anymore but 9 months ago I made a playlist of all my favourite songs and videos on Youtube and named it 'S W I', which stands for Someone Worth It. And it is private and I have never sent it to anybody, because I am waiting for somebody who I will fall for and I will just give him this little piece of me. Because music is how I explain myself and with giving access to somebody of that playlist, he would somehow get to know me more, but honestly, its a bit childish, I just did it because I was broken inside and I wanted to have something again that will make me believe that in the end everything will be alright. What a big secret, I know. Hahahaha okay no.

Anyway, see you tomorrow, now I gotta go pack things up and go to my grandparents to give them my two tortillas :) haha tortillas. Why do I always laugh at my own jokes, its annoying. Well, anyway see you in Montenegro! Bye.
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sobota, 13. avgust 2016

I DIDN'T FOUND LOVE WHERE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE

sobota, 13. avgust 2016

I DIDN'T FOUND LOVE WHERE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE

I use you as a warning sign.

And I miss you more, than I thought I would and if I talk about you, I loose my mind. To really make you understand, why it is hard for me to be happy right now, you must first understand that I am not one of those people, I don't show affections to other people, the phrase 'I love you' is not in my vocabulary anymore, I don't talk about how I feel, I don't tell what hurts me, or who hurt me. My mom always tells me that, when I was younger I was all affections, but it is hard to believe. In the last couple of months (like 9) me and my sister Ana got really freakishly close, and we barely fight, the only time we fight is when I don't want to hug her, or say 'I love you too' back and things like that. And the most logical and simple answer to the question 'Why are you like this?' is just: I don't want to get hurt again. I don't want to break my promises.

So, if you talk to me, you wouldn't really be able to tell if I am sad or happy. But I am always happy. I make it my mission to not let irrelevant people ruin me or my day. So, I figure that not being what everyone else is, is a perfect reason for me to become an actress. That was off topic. Anyway, you do know that song, that everybody was listening to some time ago. Amber Run - I found. Yeah, well I am completely opposite from that song. People find love where it wasn't supposed to be, and I didn't find love where it was supposed to be. How sad did this sound? So, depressing. Anyway, I don't have that give and take thing figured out it my head. I spent 20 years of my life, trying to make somebody love me, for me, because I somehow thought that I deserve that and I somehow thought that if I don't make them love me, they will never love me.

But at this point, I only use you as a warning sign. Do you know what is it like to fail to make somebody proud who was supposed to love you more than life itself? I remember when I was around 14 years old and I tried to find a perfect answer for why I wanted to become an actress and the only answer was to prove you wrong, because you always say that I can't do it. How fucking stupid is that? And I realised that I am slowly turning into you. I realised that I am doing the exact thing, I don't love people, I don't fall for beautiful things and places, because I fear love. Because I was never enough for you. But I am good enough, you are just so stupid to see it. You are too stupid to not take time for me and you are too stupid to not love me. Here it is - a sentence I was most afraid of, YOU DON'T LOVE ME. But I said to myself yesterday, E, don't blog today, don't talk to anybody, just take a time off, you will feel better about it, but honestly I don't.

So the deal from now on is, I will never ever try to make you see me the way I am, I won't love you back, I won't try for you and I won't be there for you when you need me. Because you only need me when you try to use me. And you suck. I will spend my time and energy for people who actually deserve it, and I will make it my mission to not suppress my feelings for everybody. Not that I have feelings for somebody. Or do I? I don't. Or do I? haha I will stop.

OMG: I just wrote 'After 20 years of pretending to love me, answer this: How old am I?' Fuck logic today for me haha. That must be the dumbest thing I wrote in my life haha, and I just wanted to tell you that, because I don't want to end this very dark and sad. I want it to sound like a good thing.

I will finally be free, probably even happy and be what I am destined to be. 

Talk some sense to me.
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četrtek, 11. avgust 2016

RANDOM THINGS I WANTED TO SAY

četrtek, 11. avgust 2016

RANDOM THINGS I WANTED TO SAY

Why do you dress like a guy?
I like how I dress, I like wearing skinny jeans and baggy shirts and baggy jumpers and baggy stuff in general. And I like hats or caps and I really like to wear dark blue stuff, I don't think that it makes me look like a dude at all, because I have long hair and besides, shut up all of you. I sometimes wear dresses too and sometimes I like to put on lipstick haha, sometimes. Before last year December, I really didn't dress so 'manly', because I had a duty and that duty is to give booty hahahahaha kidding! I just really had an urge to write that. Anyway, the point is that I changed the way I dress, not because  I just said to myself it is the time to change, I just did it because, I like it that way right now. I was always a princess and look where that brought me. Sorry for that, I just sometimes get a bit nervous when people ask me questions like this, because they just assume stuff out. Damn, I am gonna find some pictures of me where I look girly. Suck it all of you :D

This counts, even if its prom!

No, I really promise you that I have like two more pictures in a dress, I just can't post them, because  it would be awkward. 
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Disclaimer: Spoilers from Suicide Squad
The thing I don't get is how can you hate on that badass scene with JOKER & HARLEY where she jumped into acid for him. I am aware that it was mental and that it gives chills, but I read so many things online and saw on youtube how people are disappointed because Harley didn't repeat the oath after him, she just said please. Okay, hold on, is she would have repeated after him, how much lamer would the scene actually be. It was perfect the way it was, when he started talking 'pretty, pretty, pretty,...' and she said please. It was perfect. Don't tell me otherwise. It was just perfect. And the next thing was people saying that he disappointed. The only thing I was not really happy about was Joker's feelings for Harley. That doesn't really happen, because he is just using her and in the movie they showed a bit like he loves her, and maybe that disturbed me a little, but his performance was amazing. I don't even have to mention Margot Robbie's Harley, because it was perfect.

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I love how can some people just make you think about things, you would normally never think about. Yesterday I was thinking about my future, but not as my plans, because I have that sorted out, again, but about future goals. About what really matters in the end. About being happy with your choices and because of that, happy and excited about life. If you are not happy somewhere, just leave. It is that simple (maybe that hard) but what matters is that if you aren't happy where you are, no person will be able to make you happy. And if you are not happy with a person, no place and no money and materialistic thing will make you happy to be with him. Do what I did. Get a pup and you will be always happy because he will make you happy and wherever you will go, he can just come with you. My life goals basically. But if I have to put pictures of my future in my head to words, I would say that I want a husband (NOT NOW of course) who will also be my best friend and my soul mate and I will love him with my whole heart, and I want a small house or a not too large apt, with a big garden - I am happy to have a really mini house as long as there is a big garden outside - and in my head I made it as an actress and I have two dogs and garden of tortoises and just lovely neighbours and live a happy life. Plus, I want my room to be painted with a glow in the dark colour. Yes, I have to be creepy in the end. Thats me.

+ Shoutout to Cone, who told me a story about two people, who were saving money to retire sooner and are now enjoying their life, not working, just having a great life. That sounds awesome.


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sreda, 10. avgust 2016

I AM LOST, BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO ARE SAD DON'T FIT IN

sreda, 10. avgust 2016

I AM LOST, BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO ARE SAD DON'T FIT IN

A LONG WAY DOWN by NICK HORNBY

“Everyone knows how to talk, and no one knows what to say.” 

“A man who wants to die feels angry and full of life and desperate and bored and exhausted, all at the same time; he wants to fight everyone, and he wants to curl up in a ball and hide in a cupboard somewhere. He wants to say sorry to everyone, and he wants everyone to know just how badly they've all let him down.” 

“Hard is trying to rebuild yourself, piece by piece, with no instruction book, and no clue as to where all the important bits are supposed to go.” 

“We all spend so much time not saying what we want, because we know we can't have it. And because it sounds ungracious, or ungrateful, or disloyal, or childish, or banal. Or because we're so desperate to pretend that things are OK, really, that confessing to ourselves they're not looks like a bad move. Go on, say what you want. ... Whatever it is, say it to yourself. The truth will set you free. Either that or it'll get you a punch in the nose. Surviving in whatever life you're living means lying, and lying corrodes the soul, so take a break from the lies for just one minute.” 

“You're fucked. You thought you were going to be someone, but now it's obvious you're nobody. You haven't got as much talent as you thought you had, and there was no Plan B, and you got no skills and no education, and now you're looking at forty or fifty years of nothing. Less than nothing, probably. That's pretty heavy. That's worse than having the brain thing, because what you got now will take a lot longer to kill you. You've got the choice of a slow, painful death, or a quick, merciful one.” 

“Telling me I can do anything I want is like pulling the plug out of the bath and then telling the water it can go anywhere it wants. Try it, and see what happens.” 

“And it isn't that I'm so unhappy I don't want to live anymore. That's not what it feels like. It feels more like I'm tired and bored and the party's gone on too long and I want to go home. I feel flat and there doesn't seem to be anything to look forward to, so I'd rather call it a day.” 

“Sometimes it's moments like that, real complicated moments, absorbing moments, that make you realize that even hard times have things in them that make you feel alive. And then there's music, and girls, and drugs, and homeless people who've read Pauline Kael, and wah-wah pedals, and English potato chip flavors, and I haven't even read Martin Chuzzlewit yet... There's plenty out there.” 

“There's nothing you can't fuck up if you try hard enough.” 

“I may not know the weight of those things, but I could feel the weight of that one, so I kept it to myself. You know that things aren't going well for you when you can't even tell people the simplest fact about your life, just because they'll presume you're asking them to feel sorry for you. I suppose it's why you feel so far away from everyone, in the end; anything you can think of to tell them just ends up making them feel terrible.” 

“I don't think you can call it stalking when it's just phone calls and letters and emails and knocking on the door.”

“I had forgotten that Jess felt about long words the way that racists feel about black people: she hated them, and wanted to send them back from where they came from.”

“This is how I feel, every day, and people don't want to know that. They want to know that I'm feeling what Tom Jones makes you feel. Or that Australian girl who used to be in Neighbours. But I feel like this, and they won't play what I feel on the radio, because people that are sad don't fit in.”
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GOOD NEWS / MONTENEGRO TRIP / VIDEO PLANS

GOOD NEWS / MONTENEGRO TRIP / VIDEO PLANS


This Sunday, I am going to Montenegro to shoot some pretty exciting stuff for you. That would normally mean to leave all the unnecessary technology at home, but I am going for half of a month and it would really suck to not blog, because I would die without writing unimportant stuff down here. Basically, Bobbi2 is coming with me. We will be able to take some pretty pictures and do blogs or just random stuff together now. I was pretty excited about that, so I just wanted to share the good news with you. But, just to warn you now, when I am on vacation, I normally post less and I don't have phone in my hands all the time, so maybe it will take more time for me to write something or just get myself to do it. I always say that when you visit new places, camera is more than enough for tech stuff, because otherwise you miss out on some really amazing stuff. And this year I will make an exception, because it will be the most productive 2,5 weeks of my whole Summer. Expect Thor Summer vid. How exciting is that.


I had to post a sunny picture, because having me in the top of the post dressed all oversized and ''rainy'' is not so positive, anyways, me and a big white coffee. Now I command you to have a better day. Screw the rain and morbid mood, let's make rain a good thing. At least I can enjoy my oversized clothes. Yay! It stays a mystery why I always dress like a guy. My mom hates it. Its not feminine. haha. Sure.
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torek, 09. avgust 2016

LIST OF THINGS THAT INSPIRE ME AT THE MOMENT

torek, 09. avgust 2016

LIST OF THINGS THAT INSPIRE ME AT THE MOMENT

- Harley Quinn and Joker

- My pup Thor (always)

- Ford Mustang GT500 or GT300 (Eleanor) Shelby

- Twenty One Pilots

- Panic! at The Disco

- Book called A Long Way Down

- Movies: Inception, Need For Speed, A Long Way Down and Suicide Squad

- Kai Parker (because he is spooky haha - it is more like a fear)

- Good quotes like: Loving every minute because you make me feel so alive.

- The fact that I will live in Mengeš again in less than two months

- Joey Kidney, because he is an amazing human being!

- Skins. Again. Don't freak out okay! I got this, I am fine.

- Margot Robbie

- The Fosters, kinda. In a way.

- This one funny dude.

- Amazing speeches that are in Greys Anatomy (I don't watch that, but I read speeches)

- The fact that I am going to college.

- Recreating movies. Acting them out.

- When Ian told Micky that there is nothing to fix, that he doesn't need to be fixed. It was cool.

- Jake Miller's new songs. Word!

- Photoshoots. In fact, I actually have a few pictures, I wanted to show you.


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ponedeljek, 08. avgust 2016

GUYS GOT ALL FANCY

ponedeljek, 08. avgust 2016

GUYS GOT ALL FANCY

If you like a girl, just text her or talk to her. Man up!

I don't get guys anymore, at all. If you like a girl and you want to have any kind of a relationship with her (romantic or just friends), why don't you just talk to her? Just text her or something. The part that I don't get is why do you just like every single picture of hers or give her that flirty stare at the mall or by the pool? What do you expect... her to come talk to you? Us girls, we like to think that guys will have the guts to come and talk to us, not the other way around. We saw one too many Disney movie, to not wish to have it the same. I am not a very girly girl, honestly, my interest are cars and I dress like I am a dude, but even a tomboy of a girl wants a boy to do something about it, if he likes her. Most girls are total sweethearts and will be super nice if you text them, especially talk to them. Girls are flatered either way if they feel a connection or not. Where are the days when you would just ask a girl for her phone number or ask her out? Honestly, man up! What if a girl likes you too and you blew it because you didn't do anything about it. Crazy to think about.

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nedelja, 07. avgust 2016

DON'T CALL ME CUTE, I AM A BADASS

nedelja, 07. avgust 2016

DON'T CALL ME CUTE, I AM A BADASS

I bite my nails. Thats just a fact. My nails are not pretty or ''girly''. No matter what I do, I can't keep myself from biting them. My past is kinda messy, so maybe it was the stress, otherwise, I don't see a reason for me to bite my nails. When I paint them I bite them less than normally. Thats why I have painted nails most of the time. You can't really see them painted a lot, because I use just white sparkles or something very neutral. But my favourite colour to wear is silver or black, sometimes red. But something changed in May. I stopped biting them, don't know how or why. And then I didn't bite them till the end of July. Thats two months (let me do the math for you ;). And there was something stressful happening and I started biting them again. So, I decided that I am gonna ask for your help. I am going to paint my nails Harley Quinn style and post pictures of them growing, so I will have a goal. Just one more thing. I don't like to have very long nails. I just like medium (I guess) long nails. But anyway, here is a picture of my very ugly painted nails. Sorry for that, I had like 3 minutes to paint them before we left home this morning haha. There is one coat of nail polish on them and I touched something when they weren't dry haha. The struggle was real. Next week I am going to do it prettier. Thanks guys for doing this with me. You are all my best friends haha.

Yes, my background is a car. Because I love cars and that is Ford Mustang. My future car.
The second thing I wanted to mention is my obsession with Harley Quinn. Thats a fictional character and I know you think it is stupid, but I am the girl who always falls for villains in the movie or book or cartoon, whatever. I don't think that it is a good sign tho, haha. I think it started when I was just a little girl and was rooting for Tom in Tom&Jerry haha. Yeah, my relationship with villains is complex. So, Harley. She is beautiful and cute and crazy and evil. I love it. Yesterday I watched Suicide Squad, which is my favourite movie, since yesterday. That is 4 favourite movies in total. If you ever got a chance to talk to me, you surely know that I am a sweetheart - never mean or rude, always nice and all smiles. So, those two things don't really go together. But my secret is that I like to pretend I am bad haha. You got me now. There is a saying that good girls love bad boys, so that might be the case. If it is not, just let me believe it haha. I am a badass, so don't argue with me or I might just kick your ass. Btw, I am really good with guns, so fear me. Haha, I can't even be serious when I say stuff like that. 


The last thing I wanted to talk about is... Should I go blonde? Thats more like a question than a topic. So, what do you guys think? Maybe I will put a questionmark on my sidebar, so let me know. Thank you. 
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petek, 05. avgust 2016

YOOOHOOO!

petek, 05. avgust 2016

YOOOHOOO!

I am back! Miss me? I have been gone for less than 5 days.

Actually I spent this week by the sea in a hotel called Žusterna with my grandmother. We had so much fun. It was great. The most memorable thing I will forever remember is that every night we got a frozen yoghurt and it was delicious. You know me, I need to have my food and I am happy. I missed my dog the most, you know he comes first, but I missed blogging too. I got so used to blogging and thinking about blog, I felt kinda lost this week. Whenever I was super happy or I had the cutest picture, I wanted to post it here haha. Typical me. But I made a deal to not bring my Bobbi2 (my computer) with me and juts have fun. I think I did alright, but I did post on Instagram. Let me post a few pretty pictures now, so I can finally breathe again. I actually don't know any bloggers anymore that do blog. When I started I was hanging around with quite a few people, I even made some people make a blog, but everybody, for some reason or another, quit on blogging. The fact that I can't even imagine not posting pretty pictures for you is crazy. I will probably be a 90 year old grandma and still blogging. Haha, yay me!

Come on, I hate filters, but this is cute. Admit it!
I probably have 10.000 pictures of me and Ana together.
This is me, trying to show off the beautiful sunset.

Okay, so now you know. I was away because I was on vacation and we are back on track tomorrow with a new and actually useful blog. Okay, bye.
- love, E
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