nedelja, 31. december 2017

Goodbye 2017

nedelja, 31. december 2017

Goodbye 2017


What can I say? It was a hard, but also great year. I feel like the more I think about things that happened the warmer this room gets. First and really one of the greatest things - we got Mango.

Mango is the coolest, awesomest and the best bunny you can imagine. He is the perfect pet. So well behaved, so sweet and loving and so fluffy I'm gonna die. Mango is something else, in a room full of bunnies he shines through. He lost his companion really early on, but he still managed to stay the best. Never will I ever regret crying my lungs out to persuade Nejc to let us get Mango.

Christmas this year was awesome. It was the Christmas I missed over the years, because we had more fun than all the Christmases before combined. We got snails and plants and we had this amazing dinner and we went for coffee like 3 times and it was just what I needed. My sister didn't really show up, but I expected that she will cancel the last second. But I had Thor and Mango with me, AND Nejc came later on, when we exchanged gifts and it was perfect.

I had been battling myself the most this year, because of my illness, it got really hard. But the good news is that after this medication, I am going on biologics and I will hopefully be good as new. But it affected me for most of the year.

Being in college is another thing that really made my life better, I like it, I love going there every day, it is good. I like the things we are learning and I like everything about it. But nothing was better for me than moving on my own. I feel like people always say how their parents were the worse so they moved out, but my parents were completely awesome. I moved out for me. I love being by myself, being responsible and just have a little space from everyone. I feel like it made me and Nejc really close and our apartment is lovely. It had a touch of us. Still a Christmas tree, our pets and plants.

We actually bought potatoes and stakes and obviously champagne, so we will actually end 2017 with style haha. With mashed potatoes! Yolo swag!

In 2017 I really appreciated: Kylo Ren. More specifically the protecting boyfriend Kylo Ren to Rey. OMGOMGOMGOMG! I also appreciated Rick & Morty, like for real I thought I was not gonna like it, but I loved it, it was really funny and cool. Wonder Woman movie was kinda cool, I liked Gal Gadot. I finally watched New Girl and I am obsessed, kinda upset that there will only be like only one mini season. Stranger Things Stranger Things Stranger Things. LOVED IT.

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četrtek, 28. december 2017

BEST QUOTES I'VE HEARD THIS YEAR (2017 addition)

četrtek, 28. december 2017

BEST QUOTES I'VE HEARD THIS YEAR (2017 addition)


Life becomes more meaningful when you realise the simple fact that you'll never get the same moment twice.


I am too full of life to be half loved.


The world has bigger problems than boys who kiss boys.


Always in the mood for you.


I identify with Tinkerbell a lot - she needs attention or she dies and that is pretty much me.


Why be moody when you can shake your booty.


It's okay to be a glowstick, sometimes we need to break before we shine.


Find your float & row row row.


Don't make her look stupid for loving you.


It is better to be alone than to be with someone who makes you feel like you are alone.


And that is how you know you love them: you forgive. Even if they don't say sorry.


Go wild for a while.


You are such a perfect arrangement of atoms.


My mom and I talk shit about you.


I blog about you all day and you don't even know.


Bloom where you are planted.

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torek, 12. december 2017

LET'S TALK ABOUT ME part 2 (my ex, friends, babies)

torek, 12. december 2017

LET'S TALK ABOUT ME part 2 (my ex, friends, babies)



Let's talk about what has been most requested topic of my entire life. Let's talk about my ex boyfriend. You all know him very well, but still I won't go into any details just for the sole purpose to not expose him too much.

As you know, I started this blog 'Eva Premk Monroe' at around the same time I started dating now-my-ex. You got used to him being around and used to see how our relationship was taking its journey. Due to some events we decided to call it quits after a few years. 

But Eva, why did you two broke up? I don't really have an answer to that, but it was definitely not the right time for us, I had to work on myself and I had to go through my journey of being diagnosed by myself. He had plans for life only for himself and I was kinda getting in a way of him achieving that. So it was only the matter of time, it was logical for us to eventually break up. At that time it was really difficult for me to see it that way, but as time went by, as the wounds healed, I realised that I am, now, a completely different human and I wouldn't change that at all. 

Are you still friends? Nope. We are not friends, truth be told we are nothing. We haven't seen eachother properly since the breakup, we don't talk, we don't communicate in any way, which is actually great for me as I tend to be the girl who would go back to old habits. And to be honest I think it is safe to say that we are not ever going to be friends again. We ended things in that terms like when the time will be right we can be together again maybe, but with my plans that important and that ambitious he doesn't really fit in the whole picture, as I probably don't fit in his. So, it is safe to say that there is no way of ''us'' for anyone who had fanfic and conspiracy theories. 


As I would love to answer all the questions you had over these two years and everything, unfortunately I don't see the point, because these two are the only two things you actually need to understand what actually happened and how things are now, since I didn't post anything about him or I deleted it and that is just the way I chose to deal with it. I greatly appreciate you guys supporting me and supporting my decisions and just anything I put my mind to. You are the greatest. 

And that brings me to now. I believe I grow so much as a person and I know that people say that all the time, but I really did. The biggest thing I ever did was to become happy. No matter what happens to me, I always kinda push myself through it and that is who I see myself as - happy. 

Being the loudest person in the room, I kinda faded when I started feeling sick. I moved away, I changed my lifestyle, I went to University, I decided my old life is behind me. I have friends that I try not to depend on anymore. I have people who I love tremendously, but being the girl who needed someone just wasn't who I am. So, naturally when I lost the most important thing in my life, I lost a part of me and that meant I lost that part of me that always depended on my best friends. I just hated the fact that I needed them and that is why I hate being close to people now. Even when there is new people and new opportunities, I just don't want for anyone to be there for me when I am not my best, which lately has been most of the time. 

I gained this superpower that whenever I start to feel a little bit better I gain another side effect, another disease, another symptom. Like being my friend is far from easy, ask Nejc. I don't even know how he puts up with me. Latest update is that I have too many erythrocytes, where they shouldn't be. So naturally I am going from one doctor to another. And now I need a new doctor just for the sake of me not spending so much time on the road and skipping University, which has been stressful to miss. I am eating pills so in the future I will be able to have babies, which is another stressful thing to think about because babies. Ekkh, babies haha.

10/5/17; the big date
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torek, 05. december 2017

How BABY LIPS helped with my psoriasis

torek, 05. december 2017

How BABY LIPS helped with my psoriasis


This is something I wanted to do for quite some time now. I wanted to share my story about why I think Baby Lips is an awesome brand. 

I have been diagnosed with Spondylitis and there are a lot of different types of Spondylitis and to be honest, I would just bore you to death if I'd tell you what each one does and how it affects people, but you can always look it up online (this page is really great: http://www.revmatiki.si).

My doctors didn't really tell me much about my disease and therefore I never knew which exactly type do I have. But I just assumed it was this one, which affects the biggest % of people, because I have HLA-B27 antigen, but lately I have been dealing with psoriasis. Psoriasis is basically incurable thing that often happen with people who have rheumatic disease. It is just another thing. Another thing that my body rejects. Normally people my age don't suffer with this condition, so I guess since I am unique and special, I would just stand out and have Psoriatic Spondylitis. 

How does it show? It is basically your skin inflammations and if I explain it with my words: it just feels like you have a really bad drying skin on some parts of the body. I wouldn't suggest you to google images, but trust me, it is not life threatening thing. The only really bad thing is that there is no cure. But there are some things that make your life easies. Either creams, lotions, medications and stuff like that.

For me is that I have always dry lips. Legit always!
I tried so many lip balms, creams and just anything, yet nothing would work. But then this guy bought me, randomly, baby lips. At that time there were still those yellow-no-colour Baby Lips products that would just be good for people with dry lips. I obviously tried it and in a week of using it I felt like a whole new person. I loved everything. The smell, the fact that my lips felt great and just in general that lips would not look dry. I am still a girl. So, as the years went by I got quite a lot of them. I got mostly the colourful ones. But to be honest the ones without colour are always better.


You will have to excuse the dirty package, I have been using them for a long time and I always just throw them in my bag and that is the result. My favourite collection was obviously the first one. That is on the picture: violet one, pink one and the bottom orange one also the yellow one, but I lost it somewhere unfortunately. Other collections are good as well. I don't have any of the second, just the third and fifth collection, just because those crazy neon colours were not good on me. 






I don't use that on other parts of my body, but lip and around lips. I had and have psoriasis mostly on my hand and I used different things there. But I am guilty of using Baby Lips on my eyes when I had nothing on me, when I got a burst there hahaha. telling you all my dark secrets. But yes, I would recommend this to my friends and to you. I heard people loving Baby lips and people hating it. But it worked on me, so that is just my opinion. Don't take it as sacred. 

Psoriasis is obviously autoimmune disease, so you can't catch that haha you just get sick. It is not contagious in any way. For me it was Methotrexate that caused psoriasis to go out of remission, but somehow it is more crucial to fight rheumatism than psoriasis in my case right now.
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sobota, 02. december 2017

EARLY CHRISTMAS PRESENT - PHOTOWALL

sobota, 02. december 2017

EARLY CHRISTMAS PRESENT - PHOTOWALL

So, last month I came across this amazing site I want everyone to check out. Ever since I was a kid I wanted to have a galaxy ceiling and it would be really great if it would glow in the dark, but that are just the details. And this site has like a million prints that you can choose from, I especially love their patterns - red and pink dots or something vintage yet simple. What they do is they send you whatever print (can be your own picture) and tools so you can make your whole wall, or just some details, look amazing. I will insert some picture from their site, just so you can see what I am talking about.


You can even have a brick wall, which looks just stunning.

If you are also looking for a great quality canvas for Christmas or in general for house memory decorations, they do that as well, and I know they are really good because I actually got one myself. And I am going to lead you through the process of DIY-frame-picture-camvas.

I was really excited when I got the package, clearly I wasn't the only one, since Mango had a mission to open it himself.



I was expecting a really big package, since what I ordered was almost a meter long canvas. But what you get inside is a set of ''tools'' so you can make it yourself. But you needn't to worry, I had a helper and not even that, it is such an easy process to put it together, you wouldn't believe it.


I wanted something that would represent my little family and that is why decided to go with a picture of me and my two favourite boys. I was literally deciding for hours, because I have so many beautiful photos that are really bright and happy, but this one always represented us the best. And our furniture is really appropriate colours and this picture just suits in our room perfectly.


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