ponedeljek, 12. februar 2018

IZOLA (walking 20.000 steps)

ponedeljek, 12. februar 2018

IZOLA (walking 20.000 steps)

Two days ago, we went for a long walk that turned into a whole day walk to Izola. We were supposed to study and take Thor out for a walk. I loved how we studied not at all, and Thor was outside all day, I love that kinds of days. Here are pictures we took of Izola and mostly Thor.














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nedelja, 11. februar 2018

JUST BE SINGLE

nedelja, 11. februar 2018

JUST BE SINGLE

You in a relationship? Keep reading. You single? Keep reading.

Hi, my name is Eva I had around 3 serious relationships in my life and multiple flings as I like to call them. And it's important for you to know this information just because you need to know that I am not an expert on dating and I do not qualify in anything but I am a girl and I dated before and this is what I noticed.

If you are lazy, if you do not wish to work for anything other than yourself, if the only thing you care about is you, food and video games, please like don't go into relationships. Just why exactly would you want to do that? If you are lonely, get yourself a Tinder app. If you think social standards tells you to get a signifiant other, like don't feel obligated. If you are lonely on Valentines day, you can easily do some activities to keep you from that stuff. Just google 'activities for single people on Valentine's day'. But don't drag someone else into it, just because you want to.

If you don't want to work, if you don't want to remember anniversaries, if you don't want to think about someone else more than you, if you don't want to stop being obsessed with video games, if you would rather spend a whole year inside and if you don't want to make the other one special or have sex I have a brilliant solution for you. Drums please. *tmtmtmtmtatatatmt* JUST BE SINGLE. Good job, you learned something.

Why suffocation other people, when you can just suffer alone? Really! You can save lives, relationships and unnecessarily drama. This whole post sounds just like an add, well, it is an add. It's an add that I made for every single one of you, to express how people feel when you are not being the good partner.

First we stop doing activities we used to like to do all the time. Then we start going crazy and do all the things for you and try to give you gifts and buy you stuff and cuddle you and be there for you and calm you down and give you compliments, because we don't get them, we try to give them to you. Then slowly we resent you, we think about how bad you are, how you never do anything, how the only thing we heard about Valentines day is about exam that you have the day after Valentines day. Then slowly we start to miss old things, we keep thinking about them and try to reach out for them. And whenever you ignore us, you just give us another reason to hate you. And then comes the most perfect day in months that you go for a walk and feel so special and lovely and loveable and everything is great. But the next day you wake up to being unimportant and you are bored all day because you don't even know what are you supposed to do with your life, because what is your life? Is it a life? Is it nothing? I can't tell you. I don't have the answers. Well, girls and boys. Leave. Break up. It's not worth it.

You are a strong independent boy/girl. You can do anything in the world, you can play Minecraft by yourself, you can go to the store by yourself, hell you can have a perfect Valentine's day solo. Watching shirtless Kylo Ren, because Kylo won't forget it was your anniversary, he won't drive you insane, he won't let you get bored. Oh no. Not bored. You can read about a perfect solo V-day here. I once even wrote about eating cheese and drinking wine. Yes, me. Take notes.

And say NO. To everything you want. Don't even put anyone before you anymore. If people don't show interest, then you are not obligated to love them and defend that love. You know you, how you feel and trust yourself a little bit more. Power! To girls! To boys!

*disclaimer: this is not about any of my boyfriends or flings. Its what I see and feel that you need to know. 

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sobota, 10. februar 2018

GUNS FOR HANDS

sobota, 10. februar 2018

GUNS FOR HANDS

Story.

Where we're from there's no sun, our hometown's in the dark. Understanding what that means might as well just be the hardest of all the questions I ever tried to understand, because we don't make any sense of how we can connect so hard, but we come from the same circumstances, we were brought up so differently but the one thing we have in common is that we got the same idea of how to make it work. I have never in my 21 years and 9 months and 4 days of living met anyone who would be like me, not even a little, I haven't met anyone who would want to escape something undefined so much as me. I will never be happy as long as I am here. And then I met you and realised that you will never be happy as long as you are there.

We could escape and never return and be together but still wouldn't be happy.

And if you are programmed to always run from places and people, you quickly realize that there might not be a single place on earth to escape to that will make you happy and that is really fucking depressing. 

But it is the truth. We planned our escape and planning it with you was the only time I ever felt alive to the point I was actually generally happy with life and I never wanted it to be over. When it was over I kept dreaming it is still happening. Sometimes I still do it. I dream of feeling a quick rush through my whole body, about feeling like our hometown can manage just fine without us two and then I wake up and I am me again and it's just me and I want to scream and run away again, but I don't know where and I don't know how. So I just live day by day and to be honest I did nothing for the longest of time.


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sobota, 03. februar 2018

I WAS BORN TO SERVE DOGS

sobota, 03. februar 2018

I WAS BORN TO SERVE DOGS

Yes, it sounds relatively funny, because dogs are usually born to "serve" people, but to be honest, I feel like I was always destined to have Thor. We were always destined to end up together, I have no idea how life knew that Thor was the one and put the idea in my mom's head that the only dog I should ever get is a Boxer dog, but I never regretted it and I will never look back.


Today I realised that I was actually born to serve animals, like I always kinda knew that I love dogs more than the rest of people on this planet, but I was never sure if being a dog person qualifies me to actually help people with their dogs, but I guess it does, because I know a lot. Everything dog-related interests me and I will always put animals before anything else. There is more likely for me to not have kids than me not having dogs. 

I was born with it, like ask my mom, when I was able to walk and talk I would always ask for a dog. I wouldn't ask for new toys, I would write Santa to bring me a puppy and I would always for some reason ask for a Husky haha, don't ask. In the old days National Geographic would publish magazines with extra sheets about ever single animal and I would collect them and put them in an album and I would collect dogs and wolfs and put them in my separate special album and then study those sheets of paper and I would put it in plastic, so nothing bad could ever happen to my paper that had a Siberian Husky on. Every time mom would take me to the library, I would never pick a bedtime story, it was always books about dogs, how to take care for them, what to have before you get a dog, how to teach them tricks. When I was in my primary school I volunteered in school's library and I would plaster the books and read about dogs. Dogs. Dogs. I brought my dog to school, and I had to convince our headmaster and beg him to let me show my dog to other mates. I brought Thor to my High School and it was again, to show what dogs can do, how great they are. I educated people on dogs and I connected to a dog gang, because obviously you surround yourself with the best people for you, and for me best people always owned a dog.


Without Thor, my life would be so boring, I said it many times before, I will say it again, how can a single dog change you, it is remarkable to see your life changes. I hope one day I will know enough to tell people how to fix even more problems they face with raising a dog, but for now I am just so happy that I got the opportunity to share my knowledge as much as I can. And I want to share opinions and experiences and hear about the problems I have never heard of before, if that is possible. 

My only goal was that Thor will experience the best life possible. That he will see places, even most people don't see, that he will have a loving owner and that he will know he is loved so much and that he won't be bored. And Thor will always be loved. He is almost 10. Almost 10 years since we have been the dynamic duo. We have seen together so many countries. We traveled to Poland, Germany, Switzerland, Austria, Montenegro, Italy and Czech Republic. I hope to see many more. To be honest, I am super overwhelmed that I was born that way and I am super lucky to be able to do what I do.


And then there is Nejc, who is the most amazing co-worker at being the best owner to Thor, sometimes I am impressed to see how can he like look at Thor and smiles, like he loves him so much.

Thor and me decided to lay low today and dress into out pyjamas and play Call of Duty and study for my exam that is on Tuesday. He is so adorable and I love him so much, I can't even put it to words.



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četrtek, 01. februar 2018

WE'LL BE LUCKY IF WE EVER SEE THE SUN

četrtek, 01. februar 2018

WE'LL BE LUCKY IF WE EVER SEE THE SUN

SMILE! The worst is yet to come.

I know you, I know your deepest thoughts and darkest of moments. I know how you miss all the wrong people and how happiness sometimes depends on other people, even if it should just depend on you. I still think that happiness depends on our wisdom.


Happiness comes from our wisdom?
Oh yes it does. 
From my prospective it very simple, you do whatever YOU want in life. Think about what makes you really unhappy, ask yourself questions, define happiness and find what will make you happy!

You want to quit school? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to move away? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to break up? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to have kids? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to start your business? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to wear red/pink combination with extra yellow? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to get you ex back? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to make an abortion? You want to keep your baby? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to stop being friends with someone? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to study? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to ask your crush out? Will that make you really happy? Do it.
You want to adopt a pet? Will that make you really happy? Do it.

You don't have to do anything that you don't want to. That is a fact and anyone telling you otherwise is wrong. I keep hearing stories, like every single day how people miss their exes, how school makes them really unhappy, how parents pressure their kids, how people keep staying in relationships they don't want to be in and so on. Take responsibility for your actions, man up, women up, do something about it.

"Oh no, she just told me to quit school, and then I will have no education and I will have to be in some low paying job and be miserable all my life." I didn't say to get low paying job. If you quit school because it makes you unhappy, I guess you have something in your mind about how you will achieve something out of yourself, but you keep hiding behind education, because you are afraid to take the action. Man that was a long sentence. Like you have to have a plan about what will you do after you quit school, but yes, in general, I am telling you to do whatever (that doesn't involve hurting other people, obviously - like please, don't go murder someone and say Eva said that I should do whatever makes me happy, blame her) you fricking want that will eventually make you happy, even if that is quitting school.

I believe so much in every single human on this planet. I am so sure everyone is capable of doing great things and things that matter to at least one more person, it is insane how sure I am of it. Because everyone is smart and wise. Don't try to convince me otherwise. I am a peoples person. I study people. I am qualified. haha.

Factors like money and time, they are so stupid. For real. If you want something you will take the time, if you need money for it, you will make money, because you can, everyone can. Don't get lost in the crowd, be extraordinary, do extraordinary things. I feel like you don't hear that enough, but you should, because life doesn't have to be complicated if you have facts that you understand written in your head and follow them.


I just wanted you to know, that baby you're the best.
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