torek, 14. maj 2019

I'm a fan of your UNIVERSE

torek, 14. maj 2019

I'm a fan of your UNIVERSE

I think having two so different dog breeds that are also so different in character is so great. Sometimes I think they do everything the opposite on purpose just to show me how different they are. When me and Nejc talk about future dogs we will own. My first thought is always more Tollers, but somehow I can't imagine a life without Boxers as well. Together they are perfect and I wouldn't change them at all.

Having them is my biggest blessing and no words will ever explain how lucky I am to be trusted with each one of them. The fact that they are true loving and caring siblings is all I ever wanted.
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torek, 07. maj 2019

Now my life is sweet like cinnamon

torek, 07. maj 2019

Now my life is sweet like cinnamon

Pick me up and take me like a vitamin.

I'm gonna love you with all I've got. Even if it kills me, you're the one I want.

Forever embraced.

And if I am going down, I am going with a bang.

Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose.

But you like me for it.

The worst thing you've ever done, the darkest thought you've ever had, you said I will stand by you.

I tell you what you wanna hear. And I never wanna live in fear.

I got you figured out.

And I know I'll never be your chosen one.

You can't tempt me if I don't see the day.

Better not to breathe than to breathe the lie.

But oh, my heart was flawed and I knew my weakness.

The worst is that I don't even remember it all. Remember that I love you.

Oh so, your wounds they show.

Beg me now for anything.

For one more day.

And I will look up and call to the sky. Look up and never ask why.

You got eyes so azure. Quiet in jet black.

And I let go but jump back in.

Nobody knows who I am. They just think they do. But I am made of stars and dust and you.

With your big eyes and your big lies.

To my surprise my love's demise.

It's amazing what women in love will do.

When the night was full of terror and my eyes were filled with tears.

I had all and the most of you, some and now none of you.

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ponedeljek, 06. maj 2019

Come and get your love

ponedeljek, 06. maj 2019

Come and get your love

Got the question a few weeks ago to describe my perfect guy. And I'll admit, I thought about it. A lot. I think too much sometimes, it's not good for me. But I don't usually like to think about girly things. I like to play video games, watch movies and spend time with dogs and take photos. 

But for starters, I don't like perfect things and I am 99 % sure there is no such thing as a perfect human, I guess I will try to explain what I look for in a guy. 

Must love dogs: That is the number one thing I look for in people. Because I spend such a considerable amounts of my time with dogs and I don't intend to limit that time. I think I always got lucky when it comes to others loving my dogs. The two rockets are hard not to love. 

Must be funny: Honestly, it is weird to say this out loud but I never looked for anyone skinny or fit or anything specific. My friends are always like I want someone with brown eyes and a hot body and taller. If anything I prefer the other way around - I really like 'different' and I always get my eyes on someone unusual. But I love people that are funny. I am really kinda shy when I first get thrown into situations and I like someone to make me laugh because then I can relax easier. And show my true creepy self. I live for laughs honestly. The biggest flaw I think I have is I never take anything seriously. 

Must watch and play everything I command him to: DC, Marvel, HIMYM, GIRLS, Narcos, Inception, A Long Ways Down, Need For Speed, horror movies, Call of Duty, Game of Thrones, Killing Eve and many more. Because that is what I am talking about 50 % of the time. The other 50 % is about Thor and Orca.

As girly as this is going to sound, he must be adventurous: I love walks and hikes, I love road trips, I like deciding in a spare of the moment to do something or go somewhere and I don't like it if anyone is pushing me down when it comes to being crazy. 

I think those are the only 4 things that I will even think of. I am sorry I am not girly enough to keep a database of guys and their features. But I think the problem about this whole 'ideal boyfriend' thingy is that I don't necessarily look for somebody who would fit the 4 things described.

My ideal human is someone who will fit. Who will be my best friend and will be able to even handle me, because sometimes I can't even handle myself. I got lucky. But I want someone who will sing with me to car radio and will carry me when I am tired and dying , tag me to memes and will listen to me complaining about my pain and will think I am the best person in the world. Someone who will go to hospital appointments with me lmao khm, that is my number one wish. And watch LPD with me every Friday and drink wine on a porch and gossip about neighbourhood dog owners. Like I just want someone cool. Not perfect; someone independent that will still have his own life but will never forget that home is a place to come back to because I am there. And Thor and Orca. 

But I am pretty sure anyone who wouldn't return me to my mom after a 24-hour trial would qualify. Thank god I am so lucky!

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